Discussion Anyone that was a happy normal person before with a great life and never thought of suicide once? What went wrong?

[(in)sane]

The final push came from my brother.

That is so incredibly sad. My brothers have always been my reason to keep going. In my mind, siblings are best friends you're born with. I can't imagine what you must be going through, I'm so sorry. Whether it's in life or death, I hope you find peace.

 

[Ligottian]

Just for one moment, I thought I'd found my way/Destiny unfolded/I watched it slip away!

- Joy Division, "Twenty-Four Hours"

 

[jay_y]

Psych medicines can give people permanent brain damage? What are you suffering from does it have a name?

Tardive Dyskinesia and Dystonia. All over the body. Search up Joey Marino, ER actor, if curious what psychiatrists can do to people. We were not warned and our lives stolen and destroyed. We are forced to end our lives that we loved while they are happy living with the money from the drugs. I can't understand how this is allowed to exist. Souls are sold for money. And my fate will be unknown to the world. I barely found people bad like me, probably because they are not surviving to spread the word. We are too miserable to spread the word and Big pharma will bury our story anyway. Who cares if there's only a few of us? Our fate has no value? Is my soul worth nothing? Why do I have to bear all of this and on top of it end my life with my own hands? I am barely an adult and I have to be forced to do this. How is this allowed.

 

[wonderfulheaven]

i think a particular childhood trauma or maybe multiple may have broke me, my first public outburst was at school after such an event when i was 8 and i screamed about how much i wanted to die and didnt deserve to live which only really pissed my parents off because of the trouble they could get into
i really tried to be normal and fix my image after that but i was too weird and bullied which pushed me into a corner of self isolation and apathy and people still hate the way that i am now
i can't seem to act in a way that will appease everyone so i dont see why they try to keep me living if theyre so unhappy with me

 

[hereornot]

That is so incredibly sad. My brothers have always been my reason to keep going. In my mind, siblings are best friends you're born with. I can't imagine what you must be going through, I'm so sorry. Whether it's in life or death, I hope you find peace.

It's really sad. I never made enemies, I never did anything to cultivate enmity, but the danger was inside the house.

My own brother, with all the signs of sociopathy, but he doesn't go to the doctor, he doesn't have a diagnosis, and his mission is to make people's lives miserable.

I want distance, even if I have to leave this world.

 

[happysunnydayy]

Tardive Dyskinesia and Dystonia. All over the body. Search up Joey Marino, ER actor, if curious what psychiatrists can do to people. We were not warned and our lives stolen and destroyed. We are forced to end our lives that we loved while they are happy living with the money from the drugs. I can't understand how this is allowed to exist. Souls are sold for money. And my fate will be unknown to the world. I barely found people bad like me, probably because they are not surviving to spread the word. We are too miserable to spread the word and Big pharma will bury our story anyway. Who cares if there's only a few of us? Our fate has no value? Is my soul worth nothing? Why do I have to bear all of this and on top of it end my life with my own hands? I am barely an adult and I have to be forced to do this. How is this allowed.

I've heard about this disease. The painful spasms because of antidepressants and such meds. I can't believe these doctors ruin peoples lives permanently while they go on to live their lives to the fullest. It's like you're forced to die now because of those monsters who give 0 shit about their patients. Heart breaking. You should've been living a great life instead :(

 

[Lapdog6795]

I was a happy person and I still am. It's just that I suffer from a chronic pain and about 2 years ago, I came to know that I'm autistic.

Now I just feel lazy and see no point in continuing the existence. Life feels like a hotel where you keep extending the stay by paying with distractions until either you check-out (ctb) or the hotel kicks you out (natural death).

In my case, I lived well until 12 years Ago, when I was 30. Until my BPD mother fell into my life, sick, and my brother jumped ship from his responsibility as a son.

I went bankrupt keeping my mother alive, who also ruined my mental health.

I lost my father years later and today I am reaching the end to put an end to the torment that my brother causes in my life.

There were other situations and people that contributed, that made me lose hope or the will to continue in this world.

The final push came from my brother.

The truth, my friend, is that existence of one's life in this world demands the suffering of other lives.

 

[oro]

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