Anyone Over 60 and Feel Hopeless?

[no mas]

I'm a shattered man. Lonely, Broke and Hopeless. I just want to disappear. I barely exist in the real sense. Im located in the southern USA and feel imprisoned. (I exist in an old rundown apartment off the ground floor, down a long concrete catwalk, totally apart from nature) The people in this 'community' are mostly older, financially secure, clickish, distant and cold. My girlfriend recently passed away. I hardly go outside (maybe once or twice a week for mail and food). I have no friends, no family, no career/no job. I'm existing on quickly evaporating savings (basically now on fumes) as my bills continue to mount. I dont get social security, have no med insurance. I just want to die. Hope no one else is in this state and feeling this way, if unfortuateky you are and care chat about how you're feeling, I'm here and willing to listen.