Yes. Getting on in years and not in a good life situation.
ge0rge
the satanic mechanic
- Jul 29, 2018
- 655
Me lol. Do I have anxiety? Yes. Depression? Probably not. But those don't make me want to do anything in particular. I'm here out of despair and frustration.
Not exactly, I'm here because one day I noticed if I remain here I would suffer unnecesarily for a lot of time. Depression and anxiety are just the result of the overwhelming pressure I endured.
wanttodie
Enlightened
- Apr 19, 2018
- 1,805
yes Do I have anxiety and . Depression this way i want to end my life
mattwitt
# 978
- Jun 28, 2018
- 2,307
I think anxiety and depression should not be written-off as less painful than chronic illness. I hate it when some suicidal people ignore the pain of people with depression and anxiety, as if our suffering is less than theirs.
I have been sick for almost 2 yrs plus have debilitating anxiety cant even leave the house. This is no life, have to find a way out soon.
accidentaldeath
Student
- May 29, 2018
- 107
Yes, it's been 3 years with extreme depression and anxiety, at the beginning I was able to keep going forward thanks to the "happines pills" which turned me on a zombie. Now no pills can do anything for me and it's reaching an extreme. I just keep trying to move on hoping one day it eventually starts to get better, but it only gets worse. So just really waiting for the moment I can't handle it anymore, and I'm often surprised with myself on how much emotional pain and anxiety I've been through, once I can finally RIP I'm sure I deserved it.
The pills are what turned me into this now trying to get off of them but dont know if I'm permanently damaged. So tired and angry
accidentaldeath
Student
- May 29, 2018
- 107
Permanently damaged why? I managed to leave them, it's hard but trust me, stay strong and you will, once you stay some time away of them effects dissapear, I left them because they were extremly addictive and they turned me into a zombie and lot of secondary effects. At the beginning they were ok as I was less deppresive but when some time passed I was as sad as before the pills + addiction + secondary effects and beign a zombie all day
Thank you for that. I just wondered if my brain would heal from the antipsychotics . I never needed them all I have is anxiety. I am tapering them down but it just feels like I'll never get off them and I want the pain of it all to stop
Imaginos
Full-time layabout
- Apr 7, 2018
- 638
I feel like I come here more out of habit than anything else at this point. Just turning the proverbial release valve on all the toxic. negative sludge rolling around inside my head, through the random crap I post about. That's basically all I do on this site and is, more or less, the only value it has for me.
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conejodemelon
New Member
- Jun 19, 2018
- 4
I have BPD and Bipolar Disorder, but I'm here because I have no one irl to talk about killing myself
Suicideisnirvana
Specialist
- Aug 4, 2018
- 312
For me it's mainly solitude, ugliness because of losing my hair and lack of drive resulting from that, isolation etc. Depression resulted from that, it's not a cause per se, in the exceptional 2 months when i had a gf for instancei felt happy and motivated. I'm only speaking for myself here, but my "depression" if there is any depression is mainly a situational depression, caused by real life factors, by an objectively shitty life of isolation and mediocrity and lack of bonding, not by "chemical imbalances" those are the results, not the cause.
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