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saomao

Student
Jun 12, 2019
105
hello guys, have you ever experienced a panic attack? Well my panic attack last 24/7 and not 10 mins, i cant take it any longer i have 1 million problems that dont let me to live and i know the only way to stop this is to die, i need someone to talk please
im loosing my shit, i cant sleep for months now, i feel my body rotting alive
i cant get 1 sec of peace
i am alone, i feel so much fear all my life went to trash
my head is about to blow up
if anyone wants to talk pm
 
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Egddios

Egddios

Specialist
Oct 27, 2018
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A 24/7 panic attack - horrendous. Have you ever taken a medication to alleviate anxiety or reduce the duration/severity of your panic attacks?

Panic attacks are one of the main reasons I'm strongly considering ending my life soon.
 
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Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
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This guy.
 
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JoeFailure

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Apr 29, 2019
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This guy.


Haha, I loved that movie. Back when I actually enjoyed things like that.
hello guys, have you ever experienced a panic attack? Well my panic attack last 24/7 and not 10 mins, i cant take it any longer i have 1 million problems that dont let me to live and i know the only way to stop this is to die, i need someone to talk please
im loosing my shit, i cant sleep for months now, i feel my body rotting alive
i cant get 1 sec of peace
i am alone, i feel so much fear all my life went to trash
my head is about to blow up
if anyone wants to talk pm

I'm sorry. I have serious anxiety that probably borders on panic attacks just about every morning. I don't know why, but at night I'm calm and feel OK. But mornings and during the day in general are just unbearable. It's sad that I'm grateful to be feeling only like shit right now instead of one step away from CTB.
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
Highly neurotic people should avoid weed.
 
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BlueMeanie88

BlueMeanie88

Member
Jun 16, 2019
16
I've only experienced about 3 panic attacks. The first one was the most intense. It was horrible! I can't imagine struggling with that on a daily basis. When I get really anxious I like to cuddle with my dog. Do you like animals? I hope you were able to find some kind of peace in your day today
 
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Shamana

Warlock
May 31, 2019
716
hello guys, have you ever experienced a panic attack? Well my panic attack last 24/7 and not 10 mins, i cant take it any longer i have 1 million problems that dont let me to live and i know the only way to stop this is to die, i need someone to talk please
im loosing my shit, i cant sleep for months now, i feel my body rotting alive
i cant get 1 sec of peace
i am alone, i feel so much fear all my life went to trash
my head is about to blow up
if anyone wants to talk pm
Are you able to drop the weed? What kind of help do you get from the mental health system?
 
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deathenvoy

Experienced
Mar 29, 2019
215
Have you tried anxiolytics like benzodiazepines?
 
LaBrava

LaBrava

Experienced
May 5, 2019
265
When I was struggling with bad panic attacks I came across a guy's site online who had struggled for a long while with this due to weed - he was able to recover and lead a normal life, so there are folks who've been successful.
 
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saomao

Student
Jun 12, 2019
105
i wish it was just panic atacks , this thing im going through is hell on earth and nothing cant fix this, im loosing it day by day and my body getting destroyed its unbelivable there is no way out of this, i wish i was just a normal person who had just panic atacks, i suffer 24/7
maybe im the first person on earth who got brain damage from weed
 
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Weems

Experienced
May 5, 2019
204
Yeah, and this is the thing I regret most because I knew better. Getting yourself into a stupor where you can't think or talk or read is not great for mental health, especially when you do it as soon as you're off work for your whole 20s. Important formative years.

Possibly the most significant thing I did to ruin my life.
 

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