Springore
Member
- Sep 16, 2023
- 10
I was going to ctb with a shotgun, but my plans kind of fell apart when my parents found out what hotel I was staying in while I was waiting for my shotgun to come in the mail. Now I'm back home and I'm pretty sure I will never see that shotgun I paid $1500 for because my dad is in contact with the receptionist at the hotel so that really sucks, and the worst part is that he's planning on taking me to a therapist. (ew gross) I still want to die alone, away from anyone else so I was planning on hanging myself this time, but im worried that my family will find me by tracking my phone. They won't tell me how they found me the first time so it's just a guess. I was using google maps the first time so I wouldn't get lost, and i'll probably have to use it again this time to find a store to buy the rope then find some kind of abandoned place to ctb at. If I get found a second time I'll really be done for, so I'm taking all the precautions I can think of before I leave.