really big into conspiracies but my brain decided to put the topic of the occult on hold because my survival is more of a priority right now.
i really don't like mainstream conspiracies. i wouldn't even call myself a conspiracy theorist anymore. its better if you go straight into the source yourself and start reading about secret societies and try to piece everything together yourself.
flat earth is bullshit, who cares if the earth is round, flat or hollow, we have bigger fish to fry. i believe that the flat earth theory surged in popularity artificially because its associated with alternative ways of thinking and once flat earth is officially 'disproven' (it is already disproven), all the other alternative ways will be discredited too (alternative history, health, the likes, not all are true obviously but theres truth in some of them).
theres this guy who used to hold lectures 30 years ago, they replaced him with the bullshit peddler Alex Jones. that guy (not AJ) is a great place to start. i vehemently believe that they actually killed him for issuing a warning about 9/11 two months prior and because he got off track, since he was supposed to peddle ufology instead of where he ended up at. yes, he was dM in his youth, said some crazy stuff in regards to his position at the navy, but i don't think that should entirely discredit him.
i don't believe in politics anymore, its not is-ra-el (note the spelling) behind everything, its not the jews either, the attempt to push "uncle h" (failed painter guy) is also artificially orchestrated to reinforce the divide between people.
the Hierarchy isn't a hierarchy but circles within circles rather. there are innocent participants, useful idiots, puppets, puppeteers and the real monsters. just because someone's grandfather was a 33° fm doesnt mean he was actively building the nwo, like fucking come on dude. first and foremost its a fraternity and lonely dudes join because it functions as a brotherhood and support system for them. also fm is complicated enough as it already is, at least do your own research about how it works and what its degrees and rites are... too many people confuse the exoteric with the esoteric. whatever is available about these societies is mostly exoteric, the true esoteric will always be kept secret by the real initiates.
in the epstein files, who they call goy or goyim doesn't refer to non-jews. it refers to people who aren't part of their Group, or Bloodline rather (ifykyk).
literally has nothing to do with jews or nonjews if you actually think about it for a moment longer.
if you ask, me being into conspiracies has nothing to do with my crazy state of mind. in fact, i managed to separate the two. when it comes to dealing with the matters of the occult, i make sure it comes from a rational perspective and i don't let my paranoid delusions bleed into it. like that "geeking vs locked in" meme. two separate parts of myself.
you know, i could say so much about this topic, once im better ill get back to my research but for now id rather get through this hell and take it one step at a time.
still, if you are interested in deeper conspiracies, stop relying on social media and people to tell you the truth. they can be great pointers to where you should look, but you should be the one putting the pieces together based on your own research. you have no idea just how much info is out there, just how many sources written by people within the circles if you know where to look.
don't just look, but see.