Anyone in a third world country here?

[niiina]

And knowing there's no exit available, this gives you any extra push on wanting to ctb?

 

[supermlarit]

I could buy SN because this is a third world country. Got it through a local marketplace without any trouble. That was one of the very few times I'm thankful I live in a third world country.

 

[Death is my goal]

I could buy SN because this is a third world country. Got it through a local marketplace without any trouble. That was one of the very few times I'm thankful I live in a third world country.

local marketplace? just like that?

 

[supermlarit]

local marketplace? just like that?

Yup, 500 grams SN for lab, 99% purity, 100% bought legally without any hassle like submitting ID and whatnot. All the meds except benzos can be bought without prescription too. Meto, omeprazole, propranolol, you name it.

 

[niiina]

I could buy SN because this is a third world country. Got it through a local marketplace without any trouble. That was one of the very few times I'm thankful I live in a third world country.

Lucky you!

 

[supermlarit]

Lucky you!

What about you? Can't you procure SN?

 

[niiina]

How about you? Can't you procure SN?

There are online stores that seems legit, never found in place tho, that's why I choose hanging, no need to wait

 

[Silent.Tears]

And knowing there's no exit available, this gives you any extra push on wanting to ctb?

I am in a third world country. Ofcourse it makes me want to ctb right now but I don't have means to do so. On the contrary, if I had a "peaceful exit pill" in my hands right now I would consider living longer, knowing that I'm in control of my life if things go even more crazy. This platform has been my only cozy place otherwise I would have ended up harming myself long ago. Am I making sense

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

Yup, 500 grams SN for lab, 99% purity, 100% bought legally without any hassle like submitting ID and whatnot. All the meds except benzos can be bought without prescription too. Meto, omeprazole, propranolol, you name it.

so what did you tell the folks on why youre buying SN?

I am in a third world country. Ofcourse it makes me want to ctb right now but I don't have means to do so. On the contrary, if I had a "peaceful exit pill" in my hands right now I would consider living longer, knowing that I'm in control of my life if things go even more crazy. This platform has been my only cozy place otherwise I would have ended up harming myself long ago. Am I making sense

100% agreed, its good to know you have an exit that you can use anytime you want.

right now we feel desperate because we are trapped with no exit methods so it coumpounds the trapped feelings.

having a way out is a breath of fresh air in a sealed room.

 

[supermlarit]

so what did you tell the folks on why youre buying SN?

100% agreed, its good to know you have an exit that you can use anytime you want.

right now we feel desperate because we are trapped with no exit methods so it coumpounds the trapped feelings.

having a way out is a breath of fresh air in a sealed room.

By folks you mean my family? They don't care what I buy as long as I use my own money. I was never asked in the first place.

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

By folks you mean my family? They don't care what I buy as long as I use my own money. I was never asked in the first place.

no i meant the people who u bought from.

 

[supermlarit]

no i meant the people who u bought

Why would a shop attendant ask any questions? You pay, you get your stuff.

 

[diyCTB]

On the contrary, if I had a "peaceful exit pill" in my hands right now I would consider living longer, knowing that I'm in control of my life if things go even more crazy. This platform has been my only cozy place otherwise I would have ended up harming myself long ago. Am I making sense

I attest to that. Having a peaceful method is like having a huge cozy inflatable mattress when you think about jumping from high building. It will not save you from death but it will save you from life. You can live the remainder of your life without panicking and worrying about the future if your life is relatively fine but short-lived or you can jump whenever you want of it gets painful to stay on the building.

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

Why would a shop attendant ask any questions? You pay, you get your stuff.

Well to them Its suspect that regular people will buy a substance known for suicide .

 

[Krieger]

i live in a third world part of america

 

[epic]

Why would a shop attendant ask any questions? You pay, you get your stuff.

Hey Which kind of store is it available in ? Pharmacy ?

 

[Not_A_Seagull]

Yup, 500 grams SN for lab, 99% purity, 100% bought legally without any hassle like submitting ID and whatnot. All the meds except benzos can be bought without prescription too. Meto, omeprazole, propranolol, you name it.

what country do you live in???

 

[born2win]

what country do you live in???

Same situation it's very easy to procure these drugs and they regularly stock these medicines such as Meto and Propanolol (Inderal). You just say it's for my father or mother and that you've been asked to buy these for their nausea or heart. Really easy, on my case it's the Philippines. You cant buy from branded pharmacies however there are family-owned pharmacies whose attendants aren't always in the know what drug is not allowed some wouldnt even sell you viagra but will sell you the CTB drugs.

 

[DaatiSimi]

Third world country the best because you could probably get N without much hassle

 

[born2win]

Third world country the best because you could probably get N without much hassle

In my case, although I never intensively searched for N in comparison with equipment needed for Nitrogen tanks. I still did spend some time looking for some. Personally, this one is difficult to get even in my country.

 

[ChocoholicSawako]

a high school student ate too many sausages and died by accident, sausages are usually produced with sn so if you eat too many in my area you may even die
i think it was an accident, no one would commit suicide by eating sausages in my country tho

 

[diyCTB]

a high school student ate too many sausages and died by accident, sausages are usually produced with sn so if you eat too many in my area you may even die
i think it was an accident, no one would commit suicide by eating sausages in my country tho

They died alone without medical intervention?

 

[ChocoholicSawako]

They died alone without medical intervention?

no
he was sent to hospital in time but it was already late
he passed away after failing to be rescued

 

[diyCTB]

no
he was sent to hospital in time but it was already late
he passed away after failing to be rescued

How much time has passed since ingestion of SN?

 

[ChocoholicSawako]

How much time has passed since ingestion of SN?

idk
i saw the news on tv, there weren't so many details like the dosage, the time it took to kill him and what brand of sausages they were

 

[diyCTB]

@Sawako0714 I heard that food poisoning cases do happen. There was family at restaurant ingesting soup with SN because someone confused it for table salt and then there is this: https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/30293223/