anyone here have a terminal illness

[unfortunate1]

if so is that why your looking to ctb?

 

[AcornUnderground]

I know there are some that will probably chime in. There are a handful of us to with terrible diseases that unfortunately won't kill you, but will torture you in constant pain.

 

[Soul]

One of my illnesses is terminal. Unfortunately it's slow, debilitating and uncomfortable. It helps people understand why I intend to kill myself.

 

[unfortunate1]

One of my illnesses is terminal. Unfortunately it's slow, debilitating and uncomfortable. It helps people understand why I intend to kill myself.

i to suffer with a horrible condition.

 

[Soul]

I'm sorry you're suffering, @unfortunate1. Whoever reads this, I'm sorry you're suffering. Even if you don't read this. Suffering isn't supposed to be the main feature.

 

[Shero]

Yes i do, i have vascular ehlers-danlos syndrome (typ4) and had issues since i was a little kid. It's the most dangerous type, if you are really lucky you will see your 40ties.
Im 26, so im pretty fortunate to not have had major ruptures yet.

EDIT: To answer your question, no its not my reason why i'll ctb.

 

[mediocre]

I am pretty sure I have undiagnosed neurological issues. I feel like I am dying most of the time. Like whatever I have is draining me of energy and killing me slowly.

 

[Buffy5120]

I am pretty sure I have undiagnosed neurological issues. I feel like I am dying most of the time. Like whatever I have is draining me of energy and killing me slowly.

literally same

 

[letmeseethedeath]

idk if its a terminal illness but i have cushing syndrome and thricotillomania with gender dysphoria. i'm sending you all so many hugs

 

[Buffy5120]

idk if its a terminal illness but i have cushing syndrome and thricotillomania with gender dysphoria. i'm sending you all so many hugs

Literally same omfg i think i have every illness ever created someone hug me i have cushings too

 

[tmcglone25]

I have chronic Lyme, bartonella, cervical facet arthropathy, cervical kyphosis, gastroparesis, GERD, OCD, and schizoaffective. Life is just constant suffering for me and I wish I had an illness that would kill me but they won't. I ordered some SN but I feel like I'm too much of a pussy to actually ingest it.

My only hope is that I will inherit a good amount of money from my parents when they die so I'll be able to live comfortably. I'm on disability and I'm in too much pain to work, even part time. I'm only 24. I feel as if my life is over and it hasn't even begun yet.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

I am pretty sure I have undiagnosed neurological issues. I feel like I am dying most of the time. Like whatever I have is draining me of energy and killing me slowly.

I am not a medical professional but vitamin B12 deficiency does that, as can; thyroid issues, metabolic, heart, and a multitude of other things. Can you talk to your pharmacist? B12 at 1200 micrograms a day for a couple of weeks worked for me.

 

[Parsifal64]

I know there are some that will probably chime in. There are a handful of us to with terrible diseases that unfortunately won't kill you, but will torture you in constant pain.

THAT WOULD BE ME.

 

[chopan]

I was diagnosed 2 weeks ago from a immune syndrome and that's why I am here. I hope I could find money for N soon.

 

[kbye4321]

Anyone watch Forensic FIles? There have been a few episodes of people being murdered with Nicotine injections. One guys wife died after he injected her in her sleep.

Killer poison: Nicotine as a murder weapon?

Police say the subject of this week's "48 Hours" investigation used nicotine to poison his wife -- an unusual weapon, but not the first time it's been used to kill

www.cbsnews.com

 

[CancerGuy16]

if so is that why your looking to ctb?

I've got cancer but sadly it's not terminal, it's kinda weird because normal people would be wishing the opposite. Before I got diagnosed I suffered from depression and anxiety and it just got a lot worse after diagnosis. I've gotten permanent medical conditions that I need to manage for life and its just a pain in the ass. I'm also in constant pain everyday. Also I've missed like a year of school and i dont know how I'm gonna catch up

 

[lymestolemylife]

THAT WOULD BE ME.

Me three. I wish it would just kill me already

 

[disabledandhopeless]

Me three. I wish it would just kill me already

Me four

 

[Bluemon]

Me three. I wish it would just kill me already

Me five

I pray everynight samething

 

[lymestolemylife]

Put us out of our misery God!!

 

[Parsifal64]

I've got cancer but sadly it's not terminal, it's kinda weird because normal people would be wishing the opposite. Before I got diagnosed I suffered from depression and anxiety and it just got a lot worse after diagnosis. I've gotten permanent medical conditions that I need to manage for life and its just a pain in the ass. I'm also in constant pain everyday. Also I've missed like a year of school and i dont know how I'm gonna catch up

I empathize completely. The assisted suicide folks will not help anyone who has mental health issues prior to their physical ones.
I must have several personalities. I wish they would talk to one another a little more freely.

 

[faraway_beach]

I've been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and am taking only palliative care for it. My doctors are surprised that I'm not dead already. But my reason for wanting to CTB is two previous head and neck injuries that ruined my memory and ability to concentrate.

 

[Cantbereal]

Yes gadolinium POISONING, severe gi issues, benzodiazepines withdrawal, my brain perceives pain amplification like my bed feels like concrete. Bone pain like you couldn't imagine oxy morphine don't help. Want to use sn, .but with gi issues am scared.