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Lrdhlpme
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- Aug 2, 2018
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23 With 25 thousand in the bank... ready to end it. I don't deserve my money and I'm good looking don't deserve that either
23 With 25 thousand in the bank... ready to end it. I don't deserve my money and I'm good looking don't deserve that either
What do you do for a living?Money has never been a issue for me, I have over 100k in my bank accounts. I would give it all up not to feel this way anymore
Software engineerWhat do you do for a living?
This looks amazingI've got about that. Maybe we should rent a house, have lots of booze and drugs till the money is gone then die just before eviction.
Some ex US president, can't remember who, said, 'any man that dies with $10,000 in the bank was a damn idiot'
How about this place
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/travel/t...-suspension-bridge-costs-3-000-week-rent.html
It's ideal for bbq's so the method is sorted.
I'm in maitenance.. electrical and instrumentation, I could get a job working in the middle east for 1000 a day working for the US military... It pays well as you might die.. Sometimes I think this would be an amazing suicide methodSoftware engineer
Ever want to take it out in cash and roll in it. Then burn it... I've tought about that with mineMoney has never been a issue for me, I have over 100k in my bank accounts. I would give it all up not to feel this way anymore
I get you, Im a good looking guy (at least that's what I'm told by many people) but I still want to hang myselfI hate vanity so this isn't some sideways humblebrag...but I have also always been told I look young for my age...some nurse just noted it the other day and I stumbled over my response as whenever someone says that I am conflicted because I know they are just trying to be nice and compliment me...but I feel so fucking horrible that I would rather look terrible and FEEL good...but if yo say that out loud people look at you weird and its more awkward. What we value is so relative...I don't feel it's a gift to "look" young...but society values that so it's noted...I'd feel it's a gift to FEEL young.
7k for a funeral Google says...wouldn't want to leave parents anymore as they might hate to spend it and hate me for leaving it to them.. we're a well of family tbh. Dad's a farmer.. wish I could be like him, he provided for us since we were born and dropped out of school and took over the farm when my granda had an accidentMoney isn't a problem for me. I'm mid/ Late 20s with 60k or so. I will atleast be able to leave it for my parents I guess and afford a good method.
Hope these Wounds heal with timeI used to have a lot of money but due to hypomania I went on spending sprees and now I have nothing. Its been my biggest regret sold my condo then went through all the cash in a year and got fucked over on a car I bought and then lost my motorcycle in a wipeout and an ex stole over $1k worth of my stuff.
thanks but I doubt it I cant believe all the money I went through and how much i fucked up. Ill never be able to get that kind of money only reason I was able to buy a condo to begin with is because I had a lot of money that I was able to take out when I was 18 because my mother was killed in a motorcycle accident when I was 8 months old which she would probably be still alive if I was never born.Hope these Wounds heal with time
I believe you are taking on the weight of the world... this pain should not be on your shoulders. It is not your fault your mother diedthanks but I doubt it I cant believe all the money I went through and how much i fucked up. Ill never be able to get that kind of money only reason I was able to buy a condo to begin with is because I had a lot of money that I was able to take out when I was 18 because my mother was killed in a motorcycle accident when I was 8 months old which she would probably be still alive if I was never born.
it might not be my fault but its still true if i wasnt born she would be alive. She was on vacation and wanted to turn around to come home to be with me and thats when a car hit her and she died.I believe you are taking on the weight of the world... this pain should not be on your shoulders. It is not your fault your mother died
Money actually makes me happy, i would probably live like 20 years more if i had a good job that paid well
I don't understand, what is what?Then what is it, why? Not worth the efforts/headache?
I'm sorry ... but I do not think it's your faultit might not be my fault but its still true if i wasnt born she would be alive. She was on vacation and wanted to turn around to come home to be with me and thats when a car hit her and she died.
I have money too and i am 22 y/o. It definitly not helped me.23 With 25 thousand in the bank... ready to end it. I don't deserve my money and I'm good looking don't deserve that either