Discussion Anyone had any near death experiences?

[ClownMe]

I dont really know what to say, absolutely everything sucks, i get no enjoyment from this life and im over it.

I dont know why I cant find the courage to kill myself, nothing is ever going to change for me, yet i keep waking up every morning and doing whatever i have to do to survive another day.

Ironically, I almost got ran over by a car last Friday, i was literally an inch (not even kidding) away from being killed because the car was travelling so fast. I just keep thinking about how I was almost free, im pretty sure that's why ive been even more depressed than usual the past few days.

I reckon an accident where you're not expecting it would be the best way to go out. Although that might just be my thinking because im beginning to doubt if I will ever grow the balls to knock myself off.

So what about you guys? have you ever had a near death experience (that wasn't a suicide attempt).

 

[Efilismislife]

Ive experinced dying a couple of times(health issues) and it traumatized me. But never experienced flatline/clinical death

thats why im struggling to find a true painless exit

 

[At_The_End]

Yes.. Three. One was absolutly peaceful and comforting. The other two were scary.

 

[BlankUser]

I had it when I decided to quit alcohol cold turkey (2 years ago). I had a horrible withdrawal and got a heart attack. The pain was horrible, everything about it was horrifying.

 

[luten]

yes, a few years ago it happened twice, 3 days apart. I could not breath, and lost control over my body, and I felt the fading, I knew I was dying, and I panicked a little, but then all the sudden my breath came back. It is was a matter of seconds, maybe 5.

Discussed it with my cardiologist, he said it sounds like it was a type of stroke. It did traumatize me, because I still get dreams about it. I dont know if this is how a heart attack feels like, if so, then I'd rather not die in such way. You know you are dying, and you cant do anything about it, unable to move your body.

 

[Catlovergirl]

Ive experinced dying a couple of times(health issues) and it traumatized me. But never experienced flatline/clinical death

thats why im struggling to find a true painless exit

I have seen so much sites using that word '' scapegoating'' when there's a narcissist involved and a golden child. Just google it coz maybe it rings a bell or not because also u don't have to be a full blown narc on the spectrum to be able to do damage and scapegoat someone, it's just a thought.

 

[Meditation guide]

I haven't had near death experiences but I've been in a condition for a few days where I was unable to breathe properly and hanging on by a thread, fighting to breathe. It was terrifying.