puppet_nihilist
cogito, ergo sum
- Jan 8, 2021
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It isn't like a strong physical pain I can feel some heat on my chest constantly especially when I keep thinking. I can't stop thinking these days and the chest pain is only getting worse. It isn't something serious and I highly doubt it is even an illness or something, but the pain is just too much and I can really feel it pulsating. My neck feels like it's being squeezed really hard and every breath I pull makes amplifies this chocking sensation. I am also getting intrusive thoughts about being killed, which I don't mind of course if I am not going to be tortured assuming someone develops an interest in murdering me, but I just cannot stop thinking about it. I am sane for now, hopefully I will always be sane, but I cannot stop imagining myself being murdered. It's too much, I am already stressed as it is.