SpiderLink
they/them
- Apr 3, 2023
- 361
Currently I think I'm numb but I'm not sure, like I'm on autopilot, I guess I'm numb but it feels like somethings missing. Maybe because the program I'm in is about to end and it doesn't feel real. I'm not sure, alexithymia makes this like a case for a detective. Some days, my brain beats me up and I cry. Other days, it does but it doesn't affect me. It honestly doesn't make sense because, I've been feeling like this for so long and sometimes I'll get so worked up about it or I'm so used to it it doesn't bother me right now. Anyone can relate?
