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oilsaniok

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May 19, 2026
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plan to ctb, recommended place to ctb. i avoid homestay/hotel
 
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niki wonoto

Experienced
Oct 10, 2019
271
i'm from jakarta, honestly i also still don't know how to ctb (jumping) painlessly & instantly
 
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Orbitinganywhere

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Jul 25, 2025
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Hi , from indo too
It depends on your preferred method tbh for the place recommendations
 
MongolianCarlsJr

MongolianCarlsJr

Glory to the Hydro Archon
May 22, 2025
35
I already got my SN, but now is there any place to get meto or domperidone in or around jkt?
 
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evrlastingsea

Member
Aug 2, 2026
51
a bit hard, bc it's really busy in jabodetabek. i recommend going to another city first for SN
a bit hard, bc it's really busy in jabodetabek. i recommend going to another city first for SN
or maybe tangerang pojokan
I already got my SN, but now is there any place to get meto or domperidone in or around jkt?
i rec to just use a/l/odokter dan komplain soal mual muntah n just tell them that's what you usually use dan minta resepin
 
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MongolianCarlsJr

Glory to the Hydro Archon
May 22, 2025
35
Turns out a local pharmacy near my house (not KF, century, alpro or whatever) sell domperidone, and its only 5k per strip. I don't know about meto though, but I did also buy rhinos for flu (because it's also a prescription drug but the pharmacist don't need it)

So now I have:
- SN
- Domperidone
- Paracetamol (neozep & sumagesic)

I think later I wanna buy some promag and when my BPJS appointment comes I wanna tell the SpKJ doctor that I have panic attacks when I fell nervous that make me really sweaty which isn't a good look at my job, so that he'll give me benzos like alprazolam or something.
 
eladeselasol99

eladeselasol99

trapped
Mar 3, 2026
30
plan to ctb, recommended place to ctb. i avoid homestay/hotel
SN + antiemetics (a plus if you got benzo)
1. kos eksklusif 5mio per month is recommended, pay for 3 months ahead and dont get friendly with the neighbors. the news will be likely submerged because the owner dont want bad viral news covered their kos (you rarely hear suicide news in kos eksklusif except it was manslaughter)
2. go to most pelosok like kab. bogor or depok, rent a cheap local's house, most people will fixated on rope method
3. the most cheap one, go mini camp on national forest (for example hutan jasinga, bogor), but it will most likely you will go viral on every news and homeless media
 

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