Anyone finds it really scary how the world tries to keep us alive no matter what?

[LittleJem]

Yeah, i feel like people especially in the medical field, are such liars.
Phrasing it like every person who tried to ctb regrets it afterwards and that there are no people who really want to do it.
Before I became mentally ill, I never really heard of mental illnesses besides depression and couldn't understand how it works.
Whenever mental illness was brought up, people said that everything is either curable or at least treatable, so you could live a normal life
I kind of imagined that living with a mental illness is the same as having diabetes or asthma and having to carry with you special medicine. Nasty, but not undoable.
Well, here I am, being horribly wrong.

Exactly. It is a total lie what people say - this stuff about people regretting it. It's just what they want to believe and the socially acceptable story, but it is not true.

It makes me so angry that the vast majority of people feel that suicide, assisted dying and euthanasia are either sinful, selfish or both. No one but you knows the pain you live with, be it physical or mental. As for psych wards, I agree. I've spent enough time on the fuckers. The doctors are useless, immoral wankers.
As for what happens after, I believe it's exactly the same as before you were conceived. You didn't exist then, and you won't exist after.

I hope you are right re the afterlife, because I don't want to exist after :)

 

[Cutepoison]

They really get out of their way to prevent people from dying. Psych wards are the worst and inhumane. Meds give you a lobotomy and tons of side effects, make you dependent and damage you completely. Family and friends will try to prevent you from doing it because they are sheep and selfish. System really wants their precious taxes, pharma wants their slaves, psychiatry their guinea pigs...

On top of everything, mother nature gave you SI. If you live in pain you are shit out of luck. And if you somehow manage to commit suicide, you don't even know what happens next...

Never being born seems like the best deal.

It's so scary, especially the part of feeling like a guinea pig to the big pharma. Fucking horrible world we live in. Euthanasia should be legal but if course it'll never be - think of the lost tax, and pharma sales. It's much better to keep you as a life-long patient than give you one shot to check out.

I think ultimately, suicide is the most profound "fuck you" to the system.

 

[Egddios]

They really get out of their way to prevent people from dying. Psych wards are the worst and inhumane. Meds give you a lobotomy and tons of side effects, make you dependent and damage you completely. Family and friends will try to prevent you from doing it because they are sheep and selfish. System really wants their precious taxes, pharma wants their slaves, psychiatry their guinea pigs...

On top of everything, mother nature gave you SI. If you live in pain you are shit out of luck. And if you somehow manage to commit suicide, you don't even know what happens next...

Never being born seems like the best deal.

"To never have been born may be the greatest boon of all."

Sophocles, c. 497/6 - winter 406/5 BC

 

[Final Escape]

I feel the opposite. Under this society I have to ctb or I'll end up homeless, incarcerated, or a bad living situation.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

I am old, but my heart breaks for young people born into a world that eats its young.
When I ctb, my effect on the economy will be nil. Several pharmaceutical companies will lose a "profit unit" . My SigO will lose "heteroCred" at "church"
My daughter will have no one to blame for evil things. She has not yet realized that I am neither the problem nor the solution. I am just so sad that she hates me. Obviously, I am a heinous subhuman bitch from hell. I liked my mum after the teenage drama was over. I fucked up. Epically.

 

[S1mpleme]

Agree.

 

[Sideswipe]

I find it odd that we cannot suicide legally but they are poisoning us anyway! Chemtrails, food additives, pills, pollution, vaccines, poisen

 

[_Minsk]

They really get out of their way to prevent people from dying. Psych wards are the worst and inhumane. Meds give you a lobotomy and tons of side effects, make you dependent and damage you completely. Family and friends will try to prevent you from doing it because they are sheep and selfish. System really wants their precious taxes, pharma wants their slaves, psychiatry their guinea pigs...

On top of everything, mother nature gave you SI. If you live in pain you are shit out of luck. And if you somehow manage to commit suicide, you don't even know what happens next...

Never being born seems like the best deal.

well said

 

[TAW122]

Very well summarized and very true. At just every corner is about suicide prevention and pro-life spiel. This is one of the places that allows honest discussion and safety from the overbearing, overreaching invasive world. Even more disgusting is that fact that society, masses, and sheep go through such mental gymnastics and disingenuity on their logic (or lack thereof) to justify and rationalize their actions. Thus as a result, I have thought about exiting soon, even when there isn't any immediate trigger (passive ideation) and have been over the course of the last decade. I don't plan on living to old age, there is simply just nothing in life that interests me enough and the world sucks enough as it is. I would prefer to be dead than to live through many more decades of torture and shittiness.

Never being born seems like the best deal.

I like this quote. And yes, if I had a choice, I would too, prefer to not have been born. I'm an antinatalist myself, especially after knowing about how much suffering humans go through day to day and the amount of copes they employ just to avoid roping (CTB).

 

[CURSED again]

wow - wish i could have met some of you people - so much truth in all these statements - its sad that i have to find a niche website to try to communicate with a few people that understand how terrible it can all be - everyone i know personally don't have any of this insight - i paid my taxes & have been a good citizen but now at this age get involuntarily put in a ward and since its Florida i can no longer purchase a firearm since my partner ratted me out for trying to end my life - the ward was horrible and the forced drugs gave me PSSD. The European Medicine Agency this year has formally recognized PSSD as a serious concern but of course the U.S. FDA has not figured this out yet. If i were younger and knew what i know now i would run as a political candidate for people to be able to own their own bodies and not the government, state or society and i would fight for legal euthanasia for adults that desired it. Information on the horrible side effects of SSRI & SNRI has been around for over 20 years but only now is one well recognized organization condemning it. Instead of killing peoples sex lives and a host of other side effects Big Pharma could have developed a pill that would put us gently to permanent sleep which obviously hundreds of thousands if not millions on the planet would have appreciated - so much for living in an alleged advanced civilization - i would have preferred to have been born long ago.

 

[WhyIsLife56]

I would also like to add that this world should've never existed. Being in a world where they condemn suicide and force us to live isn't worth being in--let alone living in. We didn't ask for this. None us asked for it. And yet we exist and most of us here are trying to look for a way out.
It's sad. And depressing. When a lot of people out there are secretly trying to look for a way out. It says a lot about existence and life doesn't it?
Consciousness is too much of a burden on living beings.
Even when you try to cope, life will consume you to oblivion. No matter what humans do, they're powerless to the limitations of a society like today's world.
This is hell. This is the bad place. And it never should've existed at all. Same goes to other life forms.

 

[TheOA]

They really get out of their way to prevent people from dying. Psych wards are the worst and inhumane. Meds give you a lobotomy and tons of side effects, make you dependent and damage you completely. Family and friends will try to prevent you from doing it because they are sheep and selfish. System really wants their precious taxes, pharma wants their slaves, psychiatry their guinea pigs...

On top of everything, mother nature gave you SI. If you live in pain you are shit out of luck. And if you somehow manage to commit suicide, you don't even know what happens next...

Never being born seems like the best deal.

This.

 

[Final Escape]

I find it odd that we cannot suicide legally but they are poisoning us anyway! Chemtrails, food additives, pills, pollution, vaccines, poisen

It's like they are thinking, we want to control the killing u don't own yourself or your life. Disguised enslavement.

 

[Sideswipe]

It's like they are thinking, we want to control the killing u don't own yourself or your life. Disguised enslavement.

That is powerful!

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Completely understandable

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, it scares me. It holds me back, how I could be stopped during an attempt. My worst fear is a psych ward. We deserve a right to die. It should be a basic human right. It is cruel basically forcing somebody to stay alive against their wishes. Many people simply don't want to suffer anymore and they see no other way out. To deny people that is selfish.