Anyone feels like they need a partner? Can’t go alone?

[ineedtoleave]

I feel so scared to go alone.. but my method is not something that many people would be comfortable with.

it would be jumping or train method as I can't do SN because of my digestive issues, A won't respond to me so N is out, and I live at home and won't hang myself at home. Also hanging myself outside somewhere.. idk it scares me as well.

so if anyone is from Germany or The Netherlands and wants to join.. please let me know.

idk how I would be able to do this alone.. I'm just lost I guess. I wish I could have my brain and healthy body back... that would be really nice.

 

[Deleted member 22624]

I wish I didn't have to do it alone. I just think the law makes it difficult to partner. I think I'd need to be able to flexible with time and it's a fair while in the future probably. The whole experience makes you feel so alone!

 

[Nymph]

Did you post on the partner mega thread? You can find someone there.

I wish I didn't have to go alone too but I'm too scared that one is gonna end up alive and then I'm gonna go up jail for murder or something. It's a thing and it has happened so I'm not risking it. Plus meeting strangers on the internet while trying to ctb can attract a lot of weird people with bad intentions(

 

[ZardozOmega]

I believe there is a thread here about suicide partners, but I can't find it.

 

[ineedtoleave]

Yes I do post on the partner megathread but not a lot of people respond at all.

 

[Wrennie]

Idk about having a partner CTB alongside you 'in person', but I do know that people have at least been able to chat one-on-one with users on here during their attempts (through text or voice), so that would help me to feel less alone as I was doing it without unintentionally endangering myself or incriminating anyone.

 

[WornOutLife]

Having a partner would be nice. We could get drunk and high AF while talking about life, the universe, death, etc. In other words, enjoy our last moments together.

Still, I find it very hard to find a partner and also, there are many scammers out there. Another thing that worries me is if one of us survives! That would be very serious for the survivor. He/She could even end up in prison!

 

[Jblack]

I have given serious thought to exiting with a partner. I feel it would be comforting to leave with another person. I have even chatted with some potential partners. On the other side of the coin, having a partner can make things more complicated. What method to use, when to exit and where to exit. Then there are the legal ramifications of having a partner. If one exits and the other survives that person is most likely facing jail time. As Wrennie pointed out, phone chatting or computer chat may be the next thing to having a partner alongside of you.

 

[TheSomebody]

initially i thought i needed it, but not now. A partner is just one more responsibility for you and the chances of failing are greater. And what difference does it make if someone is dying on your side? in the end none of that will have mattered anyway.

 

[Rue89]

I've been trying to find a partner for a while and it's very difficult. I don't want to die alone, but I've come to realize that I most likely will. Partners rarely work out.

 

[KuriGohan&Kamehameha]

Please be careful. I would not reccomend this. On the original subreddit I had a very unsettling person keep pestering me frequently trying to get me to ctb with them, which escalated towards them wanting to make a move on me. Not all people come here with good intentions, there are some creeps lurking about who want to take advantage of a vunerable person who simply wishes not to be alone.

 

[262653]

In response to the title, I used to think this way. Then I saw the obstacles that contributed into changing my mind.
The need to syncronise dates. I feel like when I'll be ready, I'll be ready regardless of what anyone else is doing.
Trust issues. Can't always be sure what the other person is up to. If their stated intentions are matching their actual intentions.
Legal issues for not snitching on a partner if he/she will decide to do it alone and inform me beforehand.

 

[Lost21]

I wish I had a partner because it would help me overcome my SI. So if there's anyone in Canada who needs a partner I am ready

 

[Mentalmick]

I'd like a partner as well. I'd feel far more relaxed and more confident to go through with it. It would have to be a female as I don't feel comfortable around men. Which makes me sound like a weirdo. Which I am. But not like that.

 

[patheticpartner]

On my own, I'm not in a rush to ctb even though I should, so I feel like having a partner would keep me accountable and committed to ctb sooner rather than later.

 

[Luna88]

I feel so scared to go alone.. but my method is not something that many people would be comfortable with.

it would be jumping or train method as I can't do SN because of my digestive issues, A won't respond to me so N is out, and I live at home and won't hang myself at home. Also hanging myself outside somewhere.. idk it scares me as well.

so if anyone is from Germany or The Netherlands and wants to join.. please let me know.

idk how I would be able to do this alone.. I'm just lost I guess. I wish I could have my brain and healthy body back... that would be really nice.

I feel so scared to go alone.. but my method is not something that many people would be comfortable with.

it would be jumping or train method as I can't do SN because of my digestive issues, A won't respond to me so N is out, and I live at home and won't hang myself at home. Also hanging myself outside somewhere.. idk it scares me as well.

so if anyone is from Germany or The Netherlands and wants to join.. please let me know.

idk how I would be able to do this alone.. I'm just lost I guess. I wish I could have my brain and healthy body back... that would be really nice.

I am from Germany and looking for somebody. I dont know how to message you directly.

I am from Germany and looking for a Partner. I am new here and dont know how to message directly.
I am from Germany and looking for a Partner. I am new here and dont know how to message directly.

 

[ineedtoleave]

I am from Germany and looking for a Partner. I am new here and dont know how to message directly.
I am from Germany and looking for a Partner. I am new here and dont know how to message directly.

You need a few more posts. Once you have enough posts you can PM me. What methods are you okay with?

I am from Germany and looking for a Partner. I am new here and dont know how to message directly.
I am from Germany and looking for a Partner. I am new here and dont know how to message directly.

Do you have Discord or anything else where we can talk?

 

[Luna88]

You need a few more posts. Once you have enough posts you can PM me. What methods are you okay with?

Do you have Discord or anything else where we can talk?

Ah ok. So do u know Telegram? I would like to go with Kohlenstoffmonoxid but i dont know the english word for it

 

[ineedtoleave]

Ah ok. So do u know Telegram? I would like to go with Kohlenstoffmonoxid but i dont know the english word for it

yes I have Telegram. You could post your telegram name here and delete it immediately? would you be open to other methods or just that one?

 

[Luna88]

yes I have Telegram. You could post your telegram name here and delete it immediately? would you be open to other methods or just that one?

I am a little bit scared to post it here. I try to post more here so i can message you directly. So i am not open for hard methods like Hanging or Jumping...i just want to sleep in peace

 

[ineedtoleave]

okay. do you have all the equipment for that method??

 

[Luna88]

okay. do you have all the equipment for that method??

Yep. Its not hard. The "where?" Is more complicated.

 

[ineedtoleave]

in a car maybe?

 

[Luna88]

I did a lot of research about it but i will not write it here. Is this an option for you?

 

[Luna88]

Its pretty safe. But you have to make sure that you will not bring others in danger. So a good preparation is necessary. So i try to message you after the 24 hours. Hope it works.

if you really think it will work then yes. do you live relatively close to Holland or are you far away?
and do you plan to leave soon? btw I think you'll have to be a member for 24hrs or so to be able to PM

Are u female?

 

[ineedtoleave]

Its pretty safe. But you have to make sure that you will not bring others in danger. So a good preparation is necessary. So i try to message you after the 24 hours. Hope it works.

Are u female?

yes I am, and you?


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So you will have access at 6pm I suppose as long as you have enough messages..

 

[Luna88]

yes I am, and you?


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So you will have access at 6pm I suppose as long as you have enough messages..

Me too.

 

[ineedtoleave]

Me too.

I think that's good.. no 'creepy guys wanting sex' then haha. So just message me at 6pm then, and we'll talk about everything. I can drive. Do you want to leave asap or do you still need a lot of time?

 

[Luna88]

I think that's good.. no 'creepy guys wanting sex' then haha. So just message me at 6pm then, and we'll talk about everything. I can drive. Do you want to leave asap or do you still need a lot of time?

No i dont need time anymore but a good and safe plan that will work

 

[ineedtoleave]

No i dont need time anymore but a good and safe plan that will work

are you able to travel?