Anyone feel like dying would be winning your fight?

[Scythe]

So the little allegory about how suicide means you've lost your fight. I kind of spite it tbh, feels a little insulting at times too. Like people had to work up courage to die. Even impulse suicides require courage, and I think it's belittling to call that a lose.
Anyways, I wanted to say that when I die I would have won my fight. I didn't conform, I didn't become a part of captailism. I have won in the sense that the goal of captialism is to get as many humans to contribute to it as possible, and I stopped being a part of it.
Was just wondering if anyone else felt that when they die they would have won their fight, whatever that may be.

 

[MusicEnjoyer:D]

Yes, absolutely. It's a battle against our fear of death and our survival instinct. The world can go fuck itself.

 

[TAW122]

I like your perspective. From the perspective of someone who wishes to die on one's own terms (myself included), and with the endgoal being death, then yes, it could be a victory given the parameters.

 

[mrfarenheit]

So the little allegory about how suicide means you've lost your fight. I kind of spite it tbh, feels a little insulting at times too. Like people had to work up courage to die. Even impulse suicides require courage, and I think it's belittling to call that a lose.
Anyways, I wanted to say that when I die I would have won my fight. I didn't conform, I didn't become a part of captailism. I have won in the sense that the goal of captialism is to get as many humans to contribute to it as possible, and I stopped being a part of it.
Was just wondering if anyone else felt that when they die they would have won their fight, whatever that may be.

My suicide will be my victory over mental health, capitalism, SA, and an indignit (idk the spelling) life. Not fighting is a win. I won't consume resources like water that others need. I won't require housing or fuel to go to a job I hate. It's a win.

 

[EndJstifiesTheMeans]

Only if i ctb i can show how much i love my crush..

 

[ToTheTwillight]

I think most of us are in 'operation ctb', you don't call it an operation if there isn't an objective to it. So if you succeed that objective, that's winning. So yes i kind of feel that way :)

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

Pretty much

My suicide will be my victory over mental health, capitalism, SA, and an indignit (idk the spelling) life. Not fighting is a win. I won't consume resources like water that others need. I won't require housing or fuel to go to a job I hate. It's a win.

literally me but without the SA

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes- I feel the same. I feel like if I manage to commit suicide- I will have become my own hero- saving myself from my shitty future. My reasons are similar to yours also- I simply don't want to be a cog in this machine anymore.

 

[The anhedonic one]

I rarely attended the brainwashing academies called schools.
I never became a wage slave to another entity and worked for myself.
I have never voted for a politician.
I have always refused to obey any authority figure.
My last act of defiance shall be to give a big fuck you to this shitshow life as I take my final breath.
I shall be victorious.

 

[FuneralCry]

Absolutely, as I believe that suicide is self care as it's the way to take control and prevent all meaningless and unnecessary suffering. I see no benefit to slowly dying over decades just to be tortured by old age and die anyway, existence is so repulsive to me and undesirable, only those who no longer exist are truly fortunate.

 

[mrfarenheit]

Pretty much

literally me but without the SA

I hope you find your peace and never deal with SA. No one deserves it.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

I hope you find your peace and never deal with SA. No one deserves it.

yup im sorry u had to ):