Anyone else?

[Ashpac]

Wake up and count down the days until the end?

 

[lostinthedream]

I wake up and immediately ask "Why?"

 

[samhelloall9]

Especially in the last few weeks

 

[Ashpac]

I can also feel it as well, as if death is around me. That might not make sense to people on here but it does with me.

 

[samhelloall9]

I can also feel it as well, as if death is around me. That might not make sense to people on here but it does with me.

I got my hopes up that thought similarly but I feel like either I'm going to have to keep living or wait foolishly perhaps for someone to come along who's local. There was a user but they haven't been on in over a week.

 

[Halvah]

I wake up and immediately ask "Why?"

I ask that too, my sons think I should go to a mental hospital for a few days to give my husband a break from caring for me.

 

[Ashpac]

I got my hopes up that thought similarly but I feel like either I'm going to have to keep living or wait foolishly perhaps for someone to come along who's local. There was a user but they haven't been on in over a week.

You on about a partner? Im gonna avoid teaming up with someone.

 

[MortDeVivre]

No, but I can count them now. It's making me anxious. What will happen on my chosen day will either end my life, or end only the semi-comfortable aspect of it.

 

[Halvah]

I got my hopes up that thought similarly but I feel like either I'm going to have to keep living or wait foolishly perhaps for someone to come along who's local. There was a user but they haven't been on in over a week.

I imagine you don't live anywhere near me I'm in Southern California, but I really think I need someone to do it with me I cant seem to end my life myself. My family would be devestated if I try it. they want to help me, but nothing seems to work. I might have to go on living and that' a scary because I'm depressed beyond belief - physical chronic health problems make living a struggle, but suicide seems to be even more of a struggle.

 

[samhelloall9]

I imagine you don't live anywhere near me I'm in Southern California, but I really think I need someone to do it with me I cant seem to end my life myself. My family would be devestated if I try it. they want to help me, but nothing seems to work. I might have to go on living and that' a scary because I'm depressed beyond belief - physical chronic health problems make living a struggle, but suicide seems to be even more of a struggle.

I'm not in the USA and would be unable to travel there, I also lack any methods or materials. So please don't ask to travel to me, respectfully. Hence my own quest though for the reasons I've mentioned I'm solely hoping for a local near me. It's a long shot. Peace to you.
Otherwise I just have to keep on living.

 

[BjartNO]

I don't have a date set or anything, because I don't have a method and a plan but I really really want to go ASAP

 

[CentreMid]

Wake up and count down the days until the end?

Not yet, once I figure out my plan and set a date, then yeah I can see myself doing that