Discussion Anyone else wanted to continuing living just for revenge?

[Obliviate]

There's times where I want to keep living and push to be successful to show off to all those people who did me wrong/stepped on me fucked me over. Imagining that moment where we would randomly run into each other after years where you have the glow up and the successful career etc. I think this moment has crossed everyone's mind. The whole "I'll show them" etc buttttt I begin to think is it worth it? Suffering through all that just to show off to a bunch of people that you don't care about and who hurt you? I just want them to feel that disgust/regret/guilt of treating me horribly and witness my "Go Fuck Yourself attitude" *sigh* if only it was that easy......if racism/sexism/rape didn't exist I might have given it a shot.

On the other hand IF they even find out about my CTB which they probably won't because I want it to be very lowkey on the downlow, they WILL feel the guilt/regret and then obviously the afterlife is gonna deal with them.

Their gonna suffer and learn about their mistakes when doing their life evaluation after their death anyways but it's that urge to show people that I became a rose from the dirt they left me in.......but again at what cost?

 

[myfinalform]

Nobody gives a fuck about me (my family dont care about me enough to think i need to get better, be better, they let me to rot at the house and thats just okay for them) and all my forgoten friends already sucessed in something so revenger for me its impossible im far behind all people that i know

 

[Obliviate]

Nobody gives a fuck about me (my family dont care about me enough to think i need to get better, be better, they let me to rot at the house and thats just okay for them) and all my forgoten friends already sucessed in something so revenger for me its impossible im far behind all people that i know

same :( but it's just the thought you know? You don't have to be more successful than them, just to show them that whatever they did to you, you have moved on from, you're better and you don't give a fuck about their pathetic ass

 

[myfinalform]

same :( but it's just the thought you know? You don't have to be more successful than them, just to show them that whatever they did to you, you have moved on from, you're better and you don't give a fuck about their pathetic ass

I get it, would be a relieve to meet new friends nicer then the ones i had and get a job just to have some money to buy drinks to get shitfaced till i sleep to pass the day, would be a victory for me

 

[WhiteRabbit]

In most cases it's better to let that shit go. If you want to live and try for success, do it for you.

 

[Obliviate]

In most cases it's better to let that shit go. If you want to live and try for success, do it for you.

You're right, I mean it would be for me but it's a huge motivation for revenge as well. Like the icing and cherry on top.

 

[foreverfalling]

I've thought about this as well. It seems to me that being vengeful just means I am still affected by what these other people have done to me. If my reason to live is to 'get back' at them, then I've still lost because they've influenced my decisions. The best revenge is to forget about them, whether you choose to live or die.

 

[GrumpyFrog]

This is the only kind of revenge I absolutely approve of. I think this is a good thought and a good motivation source. I can't tell you if this is enough of a motivation factor for you to actually get there, but if it is - that's great, my best wishes to you.

 

[makebelieve]

I like thinking about revenge but in the end of the day is just a feel good fantasy. The fact that I'm here makes my enemies already better than me.

 

[StolenLife]

No I just lived because that was expected of me, and people who my revenge is meant for no longer care.

 

[gomenasai]

I think you won't be happy if you try to be "successful" for others. If you want success, whatever that means to you, do it only for yourself.

 

[asadghostgirl]

My revenge living would be a waste of time and effort. I get left behind more and more every day.

 

[BlackWednesday]

It's a fantasy of fine to be super successul so that I can rub it in the faces of my enemies. The reality is that I'll probably never be successful enough for anyone to really care

 

[Csmith8827]

Every single day.

Our redemption is to live.

For more.

Never forget baybeh. <3

 

[Obliviate]

Every single day.

Our redemption is to live.

For more.

Never forget baybeh. <3

Right, I just want to rub it in their faces. successful for me ofcourse but showing others who hurt you that they fucked up by fucking you over is what I really want. Not even revenge, just their guilt. Because Karma has not helped me in the slightest way ever.

 

[WonderingSoul]

Not sure why people do this. I don't think it's vengeful in anyway, your enemies might not even care after a while and maybe they'll become more successful. I'd say just do what you want to do. It's always up to you. The "living out of revenge" type advice doesn't work for me.

 

[AnnonyBox]

I'm starting to feel this way with people constantly abandoning me just because I'm depressed.