Skygoat
New Member
- Jul 14, 2019
- 3
Just want to say I've been browsing the forums for a week for so. Seems like a helpful and understanding community.
I should have CBT 10 yrs ago but didnt. It failed because it was on impulse. Cant really say life has improved much.
Only now I'm in debt with the government (student loan debt) and they are taking half of my wages. I know I wont every be homeless again. I will ctb before that happens.
Everything feels hopeless for the past 3 weeks since I got the news of the wage garnishment.
Hoping to make this look like an accident maybe SWB. (I tested this with good results) SI kicked in when I started feeling euphoric.
Now researching ways to modify my car to make CO more reliable. Hopefully if I'm unconscious the SI wont kick in.
I've already paid 5k on a 6k loan and that's not even close to the intrest. Still owe 8k. I'm going to be paying this crap for the rest of my life if I chose to go on.
My husband deserves better. A nice house with a pretty wife and kids and I will never be able to give that. Wage garnishment or not.
He cant see it but it's better this way.
Seems silly over a small amount but I just put us through homelessness. I've been there it is not fun.
I should have CBT 10 yrs ago but didnt. It failed because it was on impulse. Cant really say life has improved much.
Only now I'm in debt with the government (student loan debt) and they are taking half of my wages. I know I wont every be homeless again. I will ctb before that happens.
Everything feels hopeless for the past 3 weeks since I got the news of the wage garnishment.
Hoping to make this look like an accident maybe SWB. (I tested this with good results) SI kicked in when I started feeling euphoric.
Now researching ways to modify my car to make CO more reliable. Hopefully if I'm unconscious the SI wont kick in.
I've already paid 5k on a 6k loan and that's not even close to the intrest. Still owe 8k. I'm going to be paying this crap for the rest of my life if I chose to go on.
My husband deserves better. A nice house with a pretty wife and kids and I will never be able to give that. Wage garnishment or not.
He cant see it but it's better this way.
Seems silly over a small amount but I just put us through homelessness. I've been there it is not fun.