Anyone else want to CTB just to see whats next?

[srilankanbeyotch]

I mean... yeah maybe & could be a little depressed at 20%... I have a good career, told by some that Im pretty, experienced being in love multiple times, traveled to different continents, good relationship with my immediate family and just no major or permanent problem overall. I think the pain that Im feeling (which btw is overweighed by the things I mentioned above) is coming from being too aware and having too much consciousness of the world. I just hoped I was still asleep and just enjoyed consumerism and capitalism and never woken up.

 

[tonicer]

I watched a lot of Isekai anime to have the hope of getting reborn in a world where magic is real and i am some sort of hero that saves the day.

 

[badatparties]

No, i don't see a reason to rush it just for that. We will eventually find out soon enough.

 

[Captive_Mind515]

Sort of yeah. Even though I'm an atheist, so I don't believe in anything.

But the fact that it's inevitable, and we all have to find out one day… and this life/society honestly kind of sucks… my brain is always telling me to ditch this boring pointless spinning rock of pain and embrace the mystery of the void.

 

[Carryline]

Honesly yes I cannot wait for the answere... but i believe there is nothing and if there is reincarnation i will not remember soo... I am not affraid of hell because my life is now like a hell so how worse it can be

 

[kouna]

No, because I hope there's nothing next

 

[Forever Sleep]

I hope this is it to be honest. If anything- I'm actually apprehensive about anything that may come after this- what if it's worse?!! If it has been designed by the same creator of this world- it doesn't fill me with confidence.

Although- I used to love the Peter Pan line that: 'To die would be an awfully big adventure.'

 

[dalemar]

I just want to sleep forever.

 

[PI3.14]

Tbh, no, cus everyone will get there eventually.

 

[srilankanbeyotch]

Sort of yeah. Even though I'm an atheist, so I don't believe in anything.

But the fact that it's inevitable, and we all have to find out one day… and this life/society honestly kind of sucks… my brain is always telling me to ditch this boring pointless spinning rock of pain and embrace the mystery of the void.

I am also an atheist and dont believe in an afterlife but even that isnt proven yet only that we stop living and theres no brain activity no more. The unknown or perhaps the nothingess just scratches something in me.

Ive been in surgery table twice and both times put to sleep by anesthesia and the nothingness was honestly the most peaceful thing ever. Eversince I have been wanting that feeling all the time.