Anyone else trapped where you live (state, region, etc) and want to ctb as a result?

[Ambivalent1]

Being poor sucks. No upward mobility nor horizontal mobility

 

[blacksand]

yep New Zealand and I hate it. There is no options here for shit.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I feel trapped in life- certainly. I feel stupid for choosing to study subjects that were so niche in a dying industry. People do still succeed though- so then, I half berate myself but half pitty myself for having a whole bunch of insecurities that make it so difficult to succeed.

Then- I look at the alternative lying in wait for me- a wage slave job because I don't have experience in much else now... If I can even find a wage slave job that is! It wasn't easy the last time... And yeah- CTB just seems so much more appealing.

 

[AllFoxedOut]

trapped by my own fucking head

 

[12_Years_Late]

There is no chance for me in this universe to meet the talk radio hosts that I have only heard of, so I will have to CTB in order to have a chance of meeting them. I haven't left the area that I have lived in for years.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I could return to my native country, which is a very "developed" one compared to my country of choice. But actually that wouldn't change anything for me, probably in my native country it would even be worse. I would go anywhere on earth if there was sth that could fulfil my life again the way I want it to be.

 

[Ambivalent1]

yep New Zealand and I hate it. There is no options here for shit.

You can re-enact the Lord of the rings for the rest of your life

 

[kaleidoscopedreams]

Yes, everyday I always feel this emptiness that I know that this life cannot fulfill, I just want to pack up everything I own & disappear no trace left of me

 

[sorrowful]

poorer area of london, never was big on the city

 

[blacksand]

You can re-enact the Lord of the rings for the rest of your life

That's about the only thing here haha.

I feel trapped in life- certainly. I feel stupid for choosing to study subjects that were so niche in a dying industry. People do still succeed though- so then, I half berate myself but half pitty myself for having a whole bunch of insecurities that make it so difficult to succeed.

Then- I look at the alternative lying in wait for me- a wage slave job because I don't have experience in much else now... If I can even find a wage slave job that is! It wasn't easy the last time... And yeah- CTB just seems so much more appealing.

Same. Its so easy to fuck your life up before you even know shit about the world.

 

[hellispink]

Living in America is the worst nightmare one could be in. I hte this stupid capitalist society everything feels empty like robots working for buying stupid shit and karens and all the shitty politics and social issues. Definitely doesnt help to be here

 

[fizi22]

Im in nyc but i've absolutely destoryed myself finanically. This wasnt my orginal resason for joining this site. I had planned to ctb by now so i made a lot of stupid money decision since joining here. My thinking was that i'm gonna ctb so just yolo it.

Well, I'm really fucked now financially. And the thing is, im not a young kid anymore.

 

[Sweet Tart]

It's not that I want to ctb because of where I currently live but being here is deadening and there is nothing here I want to live for. I lived in a city I loved for 20+ years but got too depressed to take care of myself. I made a stupid decision to move in with family in another state and I just fucking hate it here. It's surprisingly expensive to live in this shitty place and I don't have the energy to even pretend to be okay enough to hold a job right now.

 

[kionu09]

yep New Zealand and I hate it. There is no options here for shit.

Ah the place i want to be in most! İronically…