Help anyone else tired of being "undecided"?

[sharpiemarker]

Jesus this is so tiring I feel like I am literally doing a mental backflip every hour. I logically know I should CTB but of course my dumb ass brain seems to forget the reality of life because I ate a nice dinner or something. I need to start thinking of future instead of jsut living day-to-day all the time. Nothing will change and things only can get worse. I am so desperate for hope it almost blinds me from remembering how things truly are. I am getting tired of this constant fight in my head and honestly I am thinking about CTB just so the endless debate can end. Anyone else?

 

[chester]

Yep, same here.

 

[pulleditnearlyoff]

Yes, same shit every day all day

 

[LunarLight]

Undecided but I don't find it tiresome. On the contrary, I want to be 100% sure I want to CTB, this is a drastic decision.

 

[sharpiemarker]

Undecided but I don't find it tiresome. On the contrary, I want to be 100% sure I want to CTB, this is a drastic decision.

I wish I had this mindset. I need eveyrthing to be over so I probably will force myself a little when it's time