Am I gonna be the last one standing? My friends, family... Dead. I have been through absolute hell and survived and had serious injuries and a autoimmune disease I've been an addict, been on meds since elementary school. The professionals only have to say that I'm resilient and a survivor. Seriously that's shit. WHY do some ppl die so easy even by stupid accidents but someone literally trying everything does not work? I'm seriously jealous of those who go see easy. What is this surviving mentality? How are we different, PTSD? Trauma tragedy...why aren't I gone already?
