Help Anyone else struggling with motivation for study

[Hahem]

I feel so tired, depressed an umotivated
I just want to be in bed all day
It's funny because most people think I'm smart and I had to struggle a lot to get into a good university. But at the of the day I just feel so empty. I wish things were different

 

[Life_and_Death]

sort of, the biggest difference is i wouldnt call my problem a lack of motivation more like an abundance of other problems

i was studying for my GED back in my late teens (and pre-studying college ) but then my mental health/memory problems decided to make themselves at home and ive been trying to get that under control, i even had to stop general reading.....