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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
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The thought of some sort of judgement in particular terrifies me to hell.
 
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lifeORdeath

Student
Oct 11, 2022
165
Hebrews 9:27
New American Standard Bible
And just as it is destined for people to die once, and after this comes judgment

I took worry about judgement parts. I know I was saved by Christ. I am still worried about facing him and our Father, whether it's suicide or other reasons. We have all fell short. No not one. But there is hope in eternal life.
I just hate to face Him after taking my own life...
But he knows my heart and what's wrong. He knows my turmoil and my mental issues. I just hope He forgives me. I know I kept messing up and went backwards even after being brought out of the past and made new. I know I can't help myself, I am helpless.
 
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freight_train

Member
Oct 14, 2022
47
no. once my SN arrives, i'm out of here.
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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The thought of some sort of judgement in particular terrifies me to hell.
No, there is no judgement, not worrying about it, although I did enjoy the judgement film Defending Your Life(1993) long ago---I only worry about my own mental state dealing with loss
 
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flightless bird

somewhere over the rainbow
Aug 18, 2022
226
The thought of some sort of judgement in particular terrifies me to hell.
No one can judge you but yourself. You are the only witness to your own life.
 
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farakini

True Love of the Purest Kind🤍
Oct 31, 2021
103
I'm not even sure anymore but whatever is there, we all have to face it eventually. I'm sometimes excited to ctb because I'm unhappy here, but whenever I think about what to expect, I kinda get nervous and start second-guessing myself….it would be really nice to have a hand to hold.☹️
 
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RUPA

Student
Oct 19, 2022
106
no. only scared of living a life in this world. Death and afterlife cannot be worse than this life because there is nothing worse than this life.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,447
I can't concern myself with what the future, after I'm gone, will hold. I have to live in the present and make my decisions based on what I know, not what is unproven. I know I can't stay in this place too much longer. Whatever happens after I'm gone, if anything, is completely out of my control. I had no say so of coming into this existence, and I have no say so about what might happen after leaving this existence. I seem to have the ability to have a say so in whether I stay in this existence and that's all I can go with.
 
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Zegers

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Dec 15, 2021
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If "something" should be put on trial, its whatever brought us to ctb.
 
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TydalWave

TydalWave

Brutally Self-Aware
Sep 20, 2022
436
No one can judge you but yourself. You are the only witness to your own life.
This frightens me more lol. I would rather be judged by some all powerful god then my fucked up self-critical ass.
 
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WonderingSoul

Gamer
Dec 15, 2021
327
Naw. I truly believe that hell is for the most vile people out there. What ever happens after death, I don't think anyone here would go to hell.
 
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PurpleMonkey

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May 3, 2018
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Sure but not as scared as I am of the world that awaits us. This planet is about to implode; resources will be tight and it's going to be a violent survival of the fittest. I refuse to bear witness to it or be complacent. It's preferable to accept inevitable death, and appreciate the fact that once dead I won't ever be afraid of anything ever again.
 
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SamTam33

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Oct 9, 2022
763
I've always maintained that if I didn't have a pre-life then I won't have an afterlife.

I feel like if there was an afterlife, surely at least one person would have found a way to communicate this and give us a heads up. No one has, yet we continue to believe it's a real place.

Even if it is, I'm guessing we won't have to work, pay taxes or experience any of the ills of life here on earth, so that's a plus.
 
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theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,119
The fear of dying is natural, since human beings dislike, hate or even dread uncertainty.

In my case, I am afraid of seeing the darkness all around me. It is like thinking and feeling like I am in a black room without being able to get out.
 
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BlazingBob

BlazingBob

Wizard
Oct 28, 2021
608
Something like 200,000 people die around the world everyday. If we are judged, that's a lot of judging to do. I wonder if god outsources this function during busy times. And to think the vast majority will be sent to hell, that is unless you are an ultra conservative fundamentalist megachurch attending American christian.
 
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hungry_ghost

hungry_ghost

جهاد
Feb 21, 2022
516
Refuse to be judged.

Don't talk to, engage, or comply with any entities you see on the other side.
 
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hunterfla

Experienced
Sep 13, 2022
227
I couldn't care less about judgement, heaven/hell, afterlife or anything else like that. I just want to be out of this daily cycle of pain and disappointment. It drives me crazy that so many people die daily when they actually want to live (health issues, terrorism, crimes) but those of us who would happily take their place are stuck here. Not that I want to be a victim of a crime, but I would rather it be me than someone who is living their best life if that makes sense.
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
Well, we are all destined to die. Death is the great equalizer. I think because of Survival Instinct and the fact that this human life is all we know, it is difficult to process what is next. However, I just see death as a great, mysterious adventure.
 
hungry_ghost

hungry_ghost

جهاد
Feb 21, 2022
516
Do we have a choice?
Maybe, if we have an idea of what might occur.

Most people that have NDE's are thrust instantaneously into these situations and have no foresight of what or what not to do.

They just go with whatever the entities say because they don't know any better, and are bombarded with the "love bomb" or "fear bomb".
 
farakini

farakini

True Love of the Purest Kind🤍
Oct 31, 2021
103
Maybe, if we have an idea of what might occur.

Most people that have NDE's are thrust instantaneously into these situations and have no foresight of what or what not to do.

They just go with whatever the entities say because they don't know any better, and are bombarded with the "love bomb" or "fear bomb".
oh, I get you. I always thought someone would be assigned to guide you.
 

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