Abyss Dweller
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- Jul 29, 2025
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What we tried so far: (by we I mean the psychiatrist and I):
- Lexapro (Escitalopram): did absolutely nothing other than making me sleepy
- Zoloft (Sertraline): did absolutely nothing, didn't even make me sleepy
- Xanax (Alprazolam): did absouletly nothing, didn't even make me sleepy
- Ativan (Lorazepam): did absoultely nothing, didn't even make me sleepy
- Remeron (Mirtazapine): did absoultely nothing, didn't even make me sleep
I'm currently on Zyprexa (Olanzapine) and Paxil (Paroxetine). I think these are the closest to actually doing something but I still have pure O, I still want to kill the fuck myself and I'm still a depressed mess so I wouldn't call them a success.
This is the 3rd psychiatrist I'm seeing. She has 5 starts. She is actually very good and she does this cause she enjoys it. (She works in both private and state financed facilities)
So its not her. Its me. Me and my fucking brain.
- Lexapro (Escitalopram): did absolutely nothing other than making me sleepy
- Zoloft (Sertraline): did absolutely nothing, didn't even make me sleepy
- Xanax (Alprazolam): did absouletly nothing, didn't even make me sleepy
- Ativan (Lorazepam): did absoultely nothing, didn't even make me sleepy
- Remeron (Mirtazapine): did absoultely nothing, didn't even make me sleep
I'm currently on Zyprexa (Olanzapine) and Paxil (Paroxetine). I think these are the closest to actually doing something but I still have pure O, I still want to kill the fuck myself and I'm still a depressed mess so I wouldn't call them a success.
This is the 3rd psychiatrist I'm seeing. She has 5 starts. She is actually very good and she does this cause she enjoys it. (She works in both private and state financed facilities)
So its not her. Its me. Me and my fucking brain.
