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Hoarsewithnoname
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- Dec 4, 2020
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I'm curious how many on here have always felt suicidal/like they wanted to die. For me it's been for my entire life as long as I can remember - certainly back to before age 10. I think I've always been depressed and my earliest memories are of just wishing I were dead. As I got older those began to mix with actual thoughts of ending my own life. I've had some periods in my life where things are okay for awhile, but there has always been the wish to die in the back of my mind. I've just never really felt like I belonged and never felt like I had a strong enough connection to life.