Story Anyone Else Positive That Life Will Never Get Better?

[LifeQuitter]

It feels awful to be alive and like it can only get worse with time.

 

[Darkover]

in my experience life does only get worse with time

breaking up with one and only girlfriend after a 2 and half year relationship at 18
diagnosed with Schizophrenia at aged 18
dislocated left shoulder 10 times from age 18 to 25
my parents never took me to the dentist
decayed teeth 4 molars completely gone from age 18 to 30
damaged stomach lining from a od attempt at age 22
tinnitus in both ears at age 30
brain injury at age 30
no sex for 20 years from age 18 to 38
going to jail for a crime i didn't commit for 4 months at 18 years old
left school with no gcses didn't go to school from age 12 dropped out
got a criminal record from age 12 to 18
never had a job although i taught myself how to program and how computers work

 

[Margin3458]

I know what you feel. I have the same feeling since some years now. All the the years people said "it will get better", I cant hear that anymore. Everyone was wrong nothing got better for me over time..

 

[dontwakemeup]

I keep telling myself, 1 less year of life left. We can't live forever!

 

[coffeebeany]

I agree. While I think there are problems that can be overcome and life is not always easy I think we should also come to the realization (as a society) that some things are unfixable. They just are. And stop pushing the narrative on people that if they just work hard enough on themselves and really want it they ll heal or be okay or everything will resolve itself. It is harmful.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand but also to me existence was never something desirable in the first place but rather always such a cruel, futile burden that just causes endless amounts of suffering all for the sake of it, I also find it dreadful to exist and always will do no matter what, for me existence itself really is the true problem, human existence just feels like a terrible tragic mistake that I'd never wish for and as long as I exist I'll only ever hope to cease existing. I have no interest in suffering in this existence anyway and I'd always prefer to not exist than prolong the suffering this existence causes just to die in agony tormented by old age, what terrifies me is how one can exist for so long with no limit as to how much one can suffer, only non-existence is desirable to me, more than anything I wish I never existed at all.

 

[Unleashtherain]

Absolutely positive. Far too many mental and physical afflictions.

 

[mnguy]

It feels awful to be alive and like it can only get worse with time.

or with time it will get better ...I use to be very depressed but over time I started to feel better but still get days where its depressing ....

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Imo life can only get worse especially when reach old age.

But at any age always the threat of long lasting extreme suffering constant unbearable pain and extreme torture

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Yes, I'm positive. Life can't ever get better for me. I honestly don't even know how the concept of life getting better for me is even possible, I genuinely don't. My issues are with life itself and the only way things can get better for me is if I were to be dead. If anything, I am certain that life can and will get worse for me the longer I stay alive. I'm in threat of being homeless and experiencing far worse pain than I currently am going through. I am terrified at being alive. All I want and craved for is death so that I no longer have to suffer. There's nothing in life that I want or have ever wanted

 

[ScaredOfMachines]

I guess I still have a small amount of hope for the future, but it's not really enough to keep me going. I was okay with being lonely and a social failure as long as I got to work with my passions, but that's never going to happen for me now. Everything's only gotten worse for me and I honestly don't see myself living for more than a month at this point.

 

[UnnervedCompany]

It doesn't get better nor worse it just exists. Unfortunate things come and go so does positive things it all depends on the mindset. Your perspective is what will determine if you believe your life will get better or worse since nothing stays the same ever.