- Oct 27, 2020
I have moments where I catch myself and i say, “whoa wtf am I doing?”
Same here almost daily.
SI. SI and SI. Again and again.
Well, I can't blame you for that happening to you.
It takes... A lot of dedication and will power.
Centuries of human evolution leading to it.I hate SI so much!
Yup, total freaking hurricane. It spins constantly, with no light at the end of the tunnel. Sucks. Big time!I wouldn't say often, but frequently. I usually think, "My suicide is inevitable." Then, suddenly, I may think, "Wait a minute. You can't kill yourself for God's sake!" Then I think, "My suicide is inevitable." On and on it goes. When you think about it, it's utterly surreal.
Hehe, yeah. It's a far cry from how my life began, how I envisioned it and the person I used to be . But it's also in these moments that I realise that I didn't choose this fate and no bargaining with reality can undo the underlying circumstances. So, while it's an unfortunate decision forced from a corner it's still a rational one.
Centuries lol more like millions of years since before we were humanCenturies of human evolution leading to it.
Breaking through the Pentagon's firewalls would be easier than defeating SI I bet.
My hate for it is just as much!