Anyone else not give a f*ck about anything?

[sserafim]

Anyone else not give a f*ck about anything? It feels like I just don't care about anything at all. I think that I've grown more and more apathetic over the years, to the point where there's nothing that I care about anymore. Everything seems meaningless to me and I don't see the point of it at all. I don't see the point of the trivial trials of life and existence. Nothing matters in the end anyways. I just want to finally leave this world and find peace. "I don't give a f*ck" is my life view and should be my new motto.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

There is no objective purpose to life. life is meaningless. nothing matters to me except avoiding unbearable pain.

What will matter in 200 years, 1000 years? , a trillion years ? nothing. nothing matters.

I shouldn't care about anything and i don't

I'm not afraid of Death. They want us to fear Death.

This Is What the End of the Universe Will Look Like, According to a Cosmologist

Roughly 1 trillion years from now, the last star will be born. In about 100 trillion years, the last light will go out.

www.popularmechanics.com

 

[Argo]

No, I think that's ultimately a story we tell ourselves because the alternative involves more pain and difficulty.

 

[dragonofenvy]

The mess on my table: "Eh, I don't care."
The fact that I haven't vacuumed in months: "Whatever, who am I trying to impress?"
My undernourishment: "Well that doesn't matter. I wasn't getting a relationship anyways so who cares if I'm skinny?"
The politics on the news: "I don't have power over any of this. Why do I care what they're doing? Why do I care about how other people think of this?"
The goals I used to have: "They're unachievable. I've tried before. Not worth the effort. Better to not care than to have hope."

What's the point in struggling, doing anything? What is it going to accomplish? It's so much easier to not care, and hurts a lot less too. Sometimes though, I wish I could care about something. I wish I had a passion to occupy myself with.

 

[Pluto]

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

Anyone else not give a f*ck about anything? It feels like I just don't care about anything at all. I think that I've grown more and more apathetic over the years, to the point where there's nothing that I care about anymore. Everything seems meaningless to me and I don't see the point of it at all. I don't see the point of the trivial trials of life and existence. Nothing matters in the end anyways. I just want to finally leave this world and find peace. "I don't give a f*ck" is my life view and should be my new motto.

I think Lana Del Rey did really say it best with 'fresh out of fucks, forever'.

I was really naive but hopeful and excited to learn when I was a kid; the older I get I see why so many autistic people just don't bother planning and see early death as the only choice.

I am theoretically 'giving a fuck' enough to get food and look for work until I can figure out the escape plan, but I don't see me lasting a year. When I was 15 - heck, 11 - I was like 'there's no way I survive 16'. But I was bright and it's been downhill. With climate change, multiple trauma, poverty from unemployment - there isn't much of a point. I have joyful moments around music, but I come to this forum every day now. I cry as part of permanent autistic burnout every day now. I don't see a future except My Escape - every day now. Every day I wake up cursed with autism - every day now. I would cut out my brain if I could. Every day now.

 

[Aim]

Yepp, moi. I went from caring about everything and everyone. To don't give a flying FuX about anything.

 

[AdaSmiles]

Anyone else not give a f*ck about anything? It feels like I just don't care about anything at all. I think that I've grown more and more apathetic over the years, to the point where there's nothing that I care about anymore. Everything seems meaningless to me and I don't see the point of it at all. I don't see the point of the trivial trials of life and existence. Nothing matters in the end anyways. I just want to finally leave this world and find peace. "I don't give a f*ck" is my life view and should be my new motto.

This!

"Nothing matters in the end anyways."

The older I got, the more I realized this truth.

The only thing I care about are my pets. When they are gone, I will go as well.

 

[The Ninth God]

I don't care, but in a different way: it doesn't matter what you do, it's a 50/50 consequence, which means it's a trade and you should ask yourself if what you lose is more important than what you gain or viceversa. I don't care because I will always do whatever I want, no matter how is perceived by others, as long as I accept the consequences, otherwise I don't act in the first place.

 

[Dliena]

Yep feeling same about all this. I just don't know anymore like I don't even know what else to say tbh.

I think it's only a matter of time but when exactly? ifdk I'm still shit shaking coward scared which means in a way I still prob care about something/somebody but at the same time I am just so
scared and angry and done about everything the future the past myself everyone how my life has gone over the past decade and the state of the world/humanity just ggtgtgtdgdgd.

 

[deedeme]

I think Lana Del Rey did really say it best with 'fresh out of fucks, forever'.

I was really naive but hopeful and excited to learn when I was a kid; the older I get I see why so many autistic people just don't bother planning and see early death as the only choice.

I am theoretically 'giving a fuck' enough to get food and look for work until I can figure out the escape plan, but I don't see me lasting a year. When I was 15 - heck, 11 - I was like 'there's no way I survive 16'. But I was bright and it's been downhill. With climate change, multiple trauma, poverty from unemployment - there isn't much of a point. I have joyful moments around music, but I come to this forum every day now. I cry as part of permanent autistic burnout every day now. I don't see a future except My Escape - every day now. Every day I wake up cursed with autism - every day now. I would cut out my brain if I could. Every day now.

Another former Lana Del Rey's fan? I love her!

 

[piryohae3]

The system we live under is shit and so are its people. I don't care about my health, appearance, or making something of myself. The future is bleak. Time to die soon.

 

[divinemistress36]

Zeros fucks given

 

[sserafim]

The system we live under is shit and so are its people. I don't care about my health, appearance, or making something of myself. The future is bleak. Time to die soon.

Ikr. The system makes me so depressed

 

[cryone]

I really wish i didnt give a fuck so id be easier to kill myself. cant help but overwhelm myself with superficial problems like love, appearance, money, etc. n also my family whenever i think about CTBing. i know whatever happens wont fucking matter but im irrational.

 

[Silent Raindrops]

I quit giving a fuck so long ago, that any fucks I should feel now, is numb.

 

[Doemu]

I'm only still caring others, I don't mind anything about me

 

[lament.]

I care that I don't care about anything, if that makes sense.

 

[Abyssal]

I give too much of a guck about everything and I'm so tired of this cruel existence

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

Another former Lana Del Rey's fan? I love her!

Current still :) I love how everyone says her music is 'sad girl music'. Don't care - West Coast is amazing and I wish I could see her before the end, but am thankful to live on a planet at the same time.

 

[F@#$]

Me neither, I couldn't give a fuck about nothing.

 

[4g1vvvven]

I live like I don't at the moment but I do, I'm immensely bothered by the state I'm in, by how exhausting I must be for those who tragically care about me.

 

[deedeme]

Current still :) I love how everyone says her music is 'sad girl music'. Don't care - West Coast is amazing and I wish I could see her before the end, but am thankful to live on a planet at the same time.

Oh my yes! I love Ultraviolence (album) and west coast is one of my favourite too. I considered seeing her but couldn't go unfortunately:( grateful for her art though <3