Anyone else live in the uk? Sn is impossible to find here

[butterfly3]

Literally every website that sells sn is restricted and/or only sells to companies. I can't stress the sheer amount of times that I've ordered sn just to receive an email saying they aren't allowed to sell it to me and that they're giving me a refund. It's honestly just so annoying at this point, and I have no other options. It's like they want people to turn to painful methods that could leave you worse off than before if they fail. They keep restricting suicide methods whilst simultaneously failing to actually help suicidal people.
If I had access to sn, I would've ctb months ago. Now I'm stuck desperately trying to find other methods.

 

[canneloni12]

similar in Australia, I may have found something but purity might be an issue. It's extremely difficult. Getting to the point where I'm considering just walking in the outback getting deliberately lost with no water.

 

[Adamsnolife]

It's been tightened up so much here in the UK, it's impossible to do anything with ctb. I've had no plans to go with SN as my preferred method is to go to Beachy Head cliffs and jump from there.

 

[canneloni12]

It's been tightened up so much here in the UK, it's impossible to do anything with ctb. I've had no plans to go with SN as my preferred method is to go to Beachy Head cliffs and jump from there.

fyi not all the cliffs there are tall enough, someone has been left in a wheelchair not long ago.

 

[Adamsnolife]

fyi not all the cliffs there are tall enough, someone has been left in a wheelchair not long ago.

This one is 531ft

 

[befree]

I guess since the UK is not an EU country anymore, many things changed. And you are not able to order things from an EU-country without customs being involved.

 

[Lost Magic]

I guess since the UK is not an EU country anymore, many things changed. And you are not able to order things from an EU-country without customs being involved.

It is actually easier to get it imported from outside the UK than inside. You can't get access to it at all in the UK, but if you can get a supplier outside then it is possible.

 

[dredd1981]

I used to be all about SN but SA is actually better….you need less of it, it's easy to get and it works quicker!

 

[iwanttohugthetrees]

need it as well
probably will go to another country to cbt

 

[Alex6216]

I used to be all about SN but SA is actually better….you need less of it, it's easy to get and it works quicker!

one problem with SA poisoning is that you need diazepam to prevent epileptic seizures that will occur when poisoned on SA. Although it's akin to needing metoclopramide for SN

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I live in the UK, it seems as though ctb is very difficult if you live here. It frustrates me that it is so hard to leave all the suffering behind. I do wish that we lived in a society where our right to die is respected, it is cruel to expect people to suffer until old age against their wishes.

I'm sorry that you are in this situation. I know that it is so awful feeling like you are trapped in this world. The fear of failure is what holds me back from ctb personally. I hope that you find what you are looking for.

 

[dredd1981]

one problem with SA poisoning is that you need diazepam to prevent epileptic seizures that will occur when poisoned on SA. Although it's akin to needing metoclopramide for SN

Didn't know that about the diazepam, though it's fairly easy to get on one of those online pharmacies.
Hopefully I've rounded the corner where ctb is concerned, I've watched a lot of podcasts etc and have resolved to become more stoic, not let things bother me. But if I ever end up in that dark place again, I think SA will be my way out…..though hopefully cancer or something will have taken me before then

 

[Tinkertailor_17]

is there a way to get N in UK or does it get seized?

 

[Alex6216]

Didn't know that about the diazepam, though it's fairly easy to get on one of those online pharmacies.
Hopefully I've rounded the corner where ctb is concerned, I've watched a lot of podcasts etc and have resolved to become more stoic, not let things bother me. But if I ever end up in that dark place again, I think SA will be my way out…..though hopefully cancer or something will have taken me before then

I never was able to find benzodiazepines on any online pharmacies.

 

[dredd1981]

I never was able to find benzodiazepines on any online pharmacies.

Sent you a pm, if you're in the UK I know a place

 

[befree]

It´s not a problem to get Diazepam in the UK and EU.

 

[AnneRee]

Yes, I live in the UK, it seems as though ctb is very difficult if you live here. It frustrates me that it is so hard to leave all the suffering behind. I do wish that we lived in a society where our right to die is respected, it is cruel to expect people to suffer until old age against their wishes.

I'm sorry that you are in this situation. I know that it is so awful feeling like you are trapped in this world. The fear of failure is what holds me back from ctb personally. I hope that you find what you are looking for.

Hi I live in Uk too and don't have any viable options - fear of failure and hurting my family is an huge obstacle too -I've read a fair few of your posts FuneralCry and really relate -just want this all to end so desperately - best wishes to you

Hi I live in Uk too and don't have any viable options - fear of failure and hurting my family is an huge obstacle too -I've read a fair few of your posts FuneralCry and really relate -just want this all to end so desperately - best wishes to you

Hi I live in Uk too and don't have any viable options - fear of failure and hurting my family is an huge obstacle too -I've read a fair few of your posts FuneralCry and really relate -just want this all to end so desperately - best wishes to you

Best wishes to everyone on here

 

[outrider567]

similar in Australia, I may have found something but purity might be an issue. It's extremely difficult. Getting to the point where I'm considering just walking in the outback getting deliberately lost with no water.

Don't do that, its a horrible way to die, dying of thirst, read many accounts---Too bad Ayers rock is now closed to the public, you could jump from there---maybe an area in the Blue Mountains in the east you could jump from

 

[canneloni12]

Don't do that, its a horrible way to die, dying of thirst, read many accounts---Too bad Ayers rock is now closed to the public, you could jump from there---maybe an area in the Blue Mountains in the east you could jump from

Yea fair enough. My big fear of jumping is failing permanent paralysis, but blue
mountains does have some big ones.

 

[OceanBlue]

It's been tightened up so much here in the UK, it's impossible to do anything with ctb. I've had no plans to go with SN as my preferred method is to go to Beachy Head cliffs and jump from there.

"Dark history of beautiful spot where hundreds have died" - news.com.au

Quite something.. our 'beautiful world'.

 

[Adamsnolife]

"Dark history of beautiful spot where hundreds have died" - news.com.au

Quite something.. our 'beautiful world'.

Definitely but the scenary there is to die for if pardon the pun

 

[london3]

need it as well
probably will go to another country to cbt

I have sent you a PM

Hi I live in Uk too and don't have any viable options - fear of failure and hurting my family is an huge obstacle too -I've read a fair few of your posts FuneralCry and really relate -just want this all to end so desperately - best wishes to you


Best wishes to everyone on here

I have sent you a PM

 

[NotADrill]

It´s not a problem to get Diazepam in the UK and EU.

Where from? The only place I can find seems to have sent a dodgy patch. Can you PM please?

Sent you a pm, if you're in the UK I know a place

Could you please send me this link as well?