Venting Anyone else know that they need to CTB? Urgent

[violetdevil]

If I don't kill myself, I'm going to end up homeless. I'm unemployed currently but looking for a job. Although, I didn't finish high school due to being depressed so I can't get a good paying job. I tried going to college and couldn't finish. I can get my GED but studying for it is impossible because I'm too dumb. I'll never be able to afford a place of my own. I don't even drive. I never leave the house unless it's for work. (I might have agoraphobia) I don't have a future. Everyone is telling me to go to college and I did but I feel like a failure for not being able to finish. I can't do anything right. I have no friends either and I wish I did. I'm lonely.

I just really need someone to talk to


I'm trapped and the only way out is death

 

[lokabe82]

I'm sorry you are going through all of this. The way this society is built is so appalling. I'm here if you need someone to talk to.

 

[TapeMachine]

I relate so much to what you've written here, and my heart goes out to you.

I'm also here if you feel like talking. My PMs are open, should you need me.

 

[Himalayan]

Your difficulties is probably due to gaps in your education. Anyway, you won't be homeless, because you can die.
If you want, I can share some methods, that is easily accessible and you can do anywhere whit privacy.
Also can try to help you to live, if you want. Like, education stuff is really just focusing on details.

 

[pole]

I'm sorry.

like you, I feel stuck. I guess I'm just hoping it gets worse to a point where i'm pushed to the edge and forced to go.

it sucks being like this. just existing, wandering aimlessly and unsure of what to do.

I hope things turn around for you. feel free to PM anytime, all ears.