anyone else just want a heart attack?

[deadverysoon]

i dont want to wake up every morning.

i pretend to get better but inside i want to cry.

my life cannot be fixed and i dont want to fix anything anymore.

want to die so bad. i think about the train again...

i would need just a few things but this will always br refused. so i dont have another chance. and i dont want "a last chance". i was destroyed and because of that i want to die. i got killed in such a bad way.

 

[sadbadpsychogirl]

i don't really want it but it would be acceptable

 

[The Divine Comedy]

This is where that Death Note would come in handy...

 

[kurisutinabestgirl]

This is where that Death Note would come in handy...

You can't kill yourself with it tho :( (if I remember correctly), you would have to get a friend to become the owner of the Death Note and write your name in it

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds painful, but however I would take it. I am tired of life. The thing I want the most is to die in my sleep, a very peaceful death. We all deserve a peaceful exit at a time of our choosing, it is cruel how we are denied this, none of us should have to resort to methods like trains.

 

[forgotten15]

Sign me up!

 

[toforigivelife]

Yes.

 

[Jenjoh2358]

May I recommend… Cerbera odollam.

 

[deadverysoon]

May I recommend… Cerbera odollam.

good to know ;)

 

[AtMostOkay]

I would very much accept a fatal heart attack. Key to someone living for others to avoid blame.

 

[deadverysoon]

It sounds painful, but however I would take it. I am tired of life. The thing I want the most is to die in my sleep, a very peaceful death. We all deserve a peaceful exit at a time of our choosing, it is cruel how we are denied this, none of us should have to resort to methods like trains.

yes but people still think its okay to lock someone up for decades because you just want to die.

take your pills.

give yourself time to heal.

things will get better.

its just your depression.

bla bla bla

i took my pills, i gave me enough time, i still want to die ... uhhm seems that the professional advice didnt work.

again.

the conclusion is:

i will kill myself as soon as i can. because my life is still fucked. its nit a single point that got better.

 

[PrisonBreak]

Oh yes please

 

[Chockles]

Superb my heart the only part of my body still functional. Would welcome a fatal heart attack rather than upcoming ctb.

 

[Samsara]

Yeah I've definitely tried to induce one multiple times to no avail. lol

 

[Romeo1984]

I want this every day. I have regularly woken up with pain in my left chest, back and shoulder during the night. Recently I felt an exaggerated fatigue when climbing about 40 steps. I didn't go to the doctor. Maybe it could be a sign that the heart might fail.

 

[Apricity]

May I recommend… Cerbera odollam.

Takes up to 2 days and you might puke the whole time. No thanks. I'd welcome a regular one though. Both of my parents died from them so fingers crossed.

There are other plants as well

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[wanttodie]

I would very much accept a fatal heart attack

 

[blueclover_.]

Heart attack is painful. Hell nah

 

[Romeo1984]

Heart attack is painful. Hell nah

Living is painful and life is hell too.

 

[blueclover_.]

Living is painful and life is hell too.

And if i'm about to die, it better be in my control. SN or hanging.

 

[Romeo1984]

And if i'm about to die, it better be in my control. SN or hanging

I understand. But a death from cardiac arrest would make it easier for me to get out of this life. I would come out as a "hero" to my children. I wouldn't care if my final act had pain, just like so many other moments in my life had.

 

[Ky204]

Heart attack survivor here. Mine was pretty much self induced (from months of starvation) and I can tell you it ain't fun. Maybe pain isn't on your list of concerns but shit was brutal.
And I understand where you're coming from, I wished the same thing till it happened.

 

[xLosthopex]

Well a cardiac arrest would be a much faster and more likely death than a heart attack- People often think these are the same thing but a cardiac arrest is when the heart suddenly stops beating and heart attack is a blockage of an artery/blood flow to a particular section of the heart(so a more drawn out/slower process of dying)

 

[Naufrago]

A cardiac arrest would be a great way, but my heart works great. Many loved ones would be spared extra sorrows.
A cardiac arrest would be a great way, but my heart works great. Many loved ones would be spared extra sorrows.

 

[deadverysoon]

okay - i thought it was the same.
i also would prefer cardiac arest then.

the good thing is - there is no si to overcome.

sleeping - cardiac arest - funeral

would love this shit