Kinasea
New Member
- Oct 1, 2024
- 4
Sorry if my title is misleading but im really not okay right now. Life feels less and less real by the second and i would probably say yes to almost anything if it meant dying.
Like if someone came up to me right now and just said they wanna lure me to a secluded place, tie me up, eat parts of me, then stab me to death i would probably just say okay and go along with it.
Like im not even really a pushover (thats a lie i kinda am) but nowadays i just sort of wander and do not care about anything that happens. A more likely event is someone dying or me losing a lot of money or something and nothing like that has even phased me.
im surprised im even writing this because normally this would be so embarrassing and cringe to me but even if everyone on here started hating me and doing "horrible" things i wouldnt mind.
I mean i see people talking about "be wary of suicide meetups because some people have alternative motives" and although like yeah you should be careful I personally dont care what they do. I wouldnt mind losing out on a suicide partner if i got murdered.
Like if someone came up to me right now and just said they wanna lure me to a secluded place, tie me up, eat parts of me, then stab me to death i would probably just say okay and go along with it.
Like im not even really a pushover (thats a lie i kinda am) but nowadays i just sort of wander and do not care about anything that happens. A more likely event is someone dying or me losing a lot of money or something and nothing like that has even phased me.
im surprised im even writing this because normally this would be so embarrassing and cringe to me but even if everyone on here started hating me and doing "horrible" things i wouldnt mind.
I mean i see people talking about "be wary of suicide meetups because some people have alternative motives" and although like yeah you should be careful I personally dont care what they do. I wouldnt mind losing out on a suicide partner if i got murdered.