I'm using my dad's .300 win mag rifle in the mouth to hit the brain stem. Was gonna go with partial hanging originally but while I was searching the house for rope I found that my dad had rifles hidden in the basement. Already loaded too so I don't have to worry about figuring that part out. I got extremely lucky because I was having a hard time with partial suspension and now I have a way easier and more lethal method.
Fuck I hate to be that guy but please don´t use your dad´s gun, Years ago before I got any firearms of my own I was taken hunting classes for a hunters license and I was allowed to practice dry firing my dad´s shotgun (over and under) even when he wasn´t home, I was really depressed and thought of suicide all the time as I had done since I was 13-14yo. But I NEVER would´ve used my dad´s shotgun or rifle to commit suicide I can´t imagine how guilty he must feel knowing that had he not showed me where the key was he could have prevented it and also think how much your mother will hate your father for it, she might blame him because in her mind she might think "if he hadn´t had guns my son would be alive"
I of course don´t know if your dad is an asshole and might even have beat you or worse if that´s the case then by all means do it he deserves it but if he is a good father to you then at least get your own gun if you can like take hunting classes if your country is strict on handguns. I know it´s not our place to judge on this forum but when I read your comment I immediately thought back to when I had the opportunity to take my dad´s gun and kill myself and even though I thought about I could actually do it I never considered it not even once!
If you do decide to do it with HIS firearm will you please tell me what goes through your mind? That may have sounded judging but it wasn´t meant like that I like psychology and I want to know what can make you justify it, the only reason I can think of is that our parent´s put us in the world without our consent so we should be able to leave it by any means necessary, but what are your thought process?
Btw: thanks for specifying where you want to shoot yourself and a 308. well certainly do the trick if you do decide to do it.
Want to buy a .44 Magnum, stick it in my mouth, paint the walls and coagulate blood into the carpet of this hell hole apartment. Bonus if blood drips through and onto the bastards who live below me.
Excellent choice! I wish I at least had a 357. magnum because I have seen some pictures of suicides with these big caliber handguns and they too blow the brains out and that is really reassuring to me.
Where do you plan to shoot yourself? Temple, roof of the mouth, through the eye (that is how I will do it and try and hit the brainstem; go for the T shape kill zone)
