Anyone else here irreversibly ill?

[Bruceleelives1969]

Pain from Neuropathy and Diabetes in the hands

 

[I’vehadenough]

Yes, my entire face was badly and permanently deformed. No surgeon could fix it. I was a model with a very active social life, now I can barely leave the house. No more opportunities. Alone. Ptsd now. No point in living

Yes. I am here because I am so very unwell from a catalogue of horrific chronic diseases which destroy my life. One is the most horrific neuropathy which is now throughout every sensory nerve in my face head skull. I feel like a zombie and live in torture 24 7. This is the only reason for me

How do you get through the day?

Yes. I am here because I am so very unwell from a catalogue of horrific chronic diseases which destroy my life. One is the most horrific neuropathy which is now throughout every sensory nerve in my face head skull. I feel like a zombie and live in torture 24 7. This is the only reason for me

How do you get through the day?

mentally from lifelong isolation

Why are you isolated?

Yes. I am here because I am so very unwell from a catalogue of horrific chronic diseases which destroy my life. One is the most horrific neuropathy which is now throughout every sensory nerve in my face head skull. I feel like a zombie and live in torture 24 7. This is the only reason for me

How do you get through the day?

mentally from lifelong isolation

Why are you isolated?

 

[Morphinekiss]

Brain damage from too many seizures/concussions. Trigeminal neuralgia, which people try to wave off but is excruciating at times. Waiting on a biopsy to decide if I have cancer.

 

[DoneWithThis]

Well, besides scoliosis, and being bipolar. I really don't have that much to show off about. Besides the whole being blind thing. Not completely yet but. 20/850 visual acuity. Aniridia, simplified, missing of the iris. Macular degeneration. Cataracts. Glaucoma. And and a couple of other things. It's pretty close to blindness without being actually bring blind.

And I was born that way and it just got worse. I finally had to give up and start using a cane to get around.

That being said. I don't blame or attribute my wanting to ctb just to that. Just to some illness. Some physical problem. I'm sure that people on here who are completely physically well, want to Ctb.
Yeah, sometimes we might associate with our illnesses. We might even blame some physical condition of ours for feeling the way we feel. But I think at the end of the day. The majority know that we feel how we feel regardless of whatever illness we have.

I'm sure I could have perfect eyesight and still feel the way I feel. Sure, it might turn the knib a bit more in a negative direction then a positive one. But being in this works. And having experienced the things you have. To make you feel the way you currently do. Physical illness at the end of day day I think had little to do with.

 

[Ruffian]

Tinnitus and hyperacusis (being sensitive to sound).. There is no real cure.. I got it when I was 30 and I'm 37 now.. I haven't been happy again like I used to be since I got it.. Hopefully I can take leave of this place some time before this year's end, I hope..

Tinnitus is horrible, I think I may have hyperacusis as well. I hate when insomnia & tinnitus get going together. I never thought about it as incurable, but you're right. I also have some weird neuralgia that's genetic & causes pain in spine & feet. I came here impulsively due to a mental health crisis, but I ended up calming down. So I can have my methods ready when the pain comes back.

 

[DeathImminent]

I have somatoform pain disorder to my teeth and something like tinnitus+MDD i tried antidepressants,painkillers,antipsychotics nothing works so here i am

 

[Kornyboyo]

I have somatoform pain disorder to my teeth and something like tinnitus+MDD i tried antidepressants,painkillers,antipsychotics nothing works so here i am

This dude was going through psychiatric drug withdrawal.

 

[Blackjack]

Pretty self-explanatory. How many people here are terminally or permanently (as in you've tried everything you've could and they've all failed) ill? Cancer? ALS? Brain damage? Post-toxin syndromes? Other untreatable diseases? I'm wondering how many of us there are on this site.

Yes, I have ALS.

 

[cappuccinogirl]

Yes unfixable physical problem. Just wish there was somewhere to go and die properly though. Just want to die in my sleep. Anyone else still find it hard to find to find peace with dying even when life just torture. X

 

[Throwaway9787]

Yes unfixable physical problem. Just wish there was somewhere to go and die properly though. Just want to die in my sleep. Anyone else still find it hard to find to find peace with dying even when life just torture. X

Yeah I feel your pain.

Yes, my entire face was badly and permanently deformed. No surgeon could fix it. I was a model with a very active social life, now I can barely leave the house. No more opportunities. Alone. Ptsd now. No point in living

How do you get through the day?

How do you get through the day?

Why are you isolated?

How do you get through the day?

Why are you isolated?

If you ever want to pm I'm here

 

[TraumaBunny]

Yes

 

[Deleted member 1768]

Well, besides scoliosis, and being bipolar. I really don't have that much to show off about. Besides the whole being blind thing. Not completely yet but. 20/850 visual acuity. Aniridia, simplified, missing of the iris. Macular degeneration. Cataracts. Glaucoma. And and a couple of other things. It's pretty close to blindness without being actually bring blind.

And I was born that way and it just got worse. I finally had to give up and start using a cane to get around.

That being said. I don't blame or attribute my wanting to ctb just to that. Just to some illness. Some physical problem. I'm sure that people on here who are completely physically well, want to Ctb.
Yeah, sometimes we might associate with our illnesses. We might even blame some physical condition of ours for feeling the way we feel. But I think at the end of the day. The majority know that we feel how we feel regardless of whatever illness we have.

I'm sure I could have perfect eyesight and still feel the way I feel. Sure, it might turn the knib a bit more in a negative direction then a positive one. But being in this works. And having experienced the things you have. To make you feel the way you currently do. Physical illness at the end of day day I think had little to do with.

In my case you are wrong. I am not depressed, and have no mental issues.