Anyone else here have no life?

[iloverachel]

I literally have no life at all.
Some days I work, then i would go home and lay on my couch and stare at the walls and rot until I can sleep.
there is literally nowhere to go, and nothing to do

 

[fsociety]

*hand raise*

 

[lizzywizzy09]

I literally have no life at all.
Some days I work, then i would go home and lay on my couch and stare at the walls and rot until I can sleep.
there is literally nowhere to go, and nothing to do

Nope, I just leave for work and appointments. I even give my stepdad my card to get my groceries because I don't leave the house unless I absolutely have to.

 

[iloverachel]

Nope, I just leave for work and appointments. I even give my stepdad my card to get my groceries because I don't leave the house unless I absolutely have to.

Same here I never the leave unless I absolutely have to. Because every time i leave the house, I am just reminded that humans just don't like me, and that I am ostracized from society and not welcome anywhere. So there really is no point leaving the house

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Same here I never the leave unless I absolutely have to. Because every time i leave the house, I am just reminded that humans just don't like me, and that I am ostracized from society and not welcome anywhere. So there really is no point leaving the house

I have severe body dysphoria due to a medical condition. It's unbearable. Distractions like tv, youtube and gaming are all I have but even they're not enough anymore. Can't stop imagining what my life could have been.

 

[iloverachel]

I have severe body dysphoria due to a medical condition. It's unbearable. Distractions like tv, youtube and gaming are all I have but even they're not enough anymore. Can't stop imagining what my life could have been.

I am sorry to hear that my friend. I hope you feel better soon

 

[lizzywizzy09]

I get feelings of ostracization as well because of autism, anxiety and the dysphoria. I hate it.

 

[iloverachel]

I get feelings of ostracization as well because of autism, anxiety and the dysphoria. I hate it.

Yeah I have been ostracized and abandoned by society for 3 decades, and I am still not used to it. It can eat you alive some days, the feelings of isolating and not fitting in.

 

[lizzywizzy09]

Yeah I have been ostracized and abandoned by society for 3 decades, and I am still not used to it. It can eat you alive some days, the feelings of isolating and not fitting in.

I wish I can take away our pain, I really do. I can see why people throw themselves into anything they can to dull pain.

 

[Vicolo cieco]

I basically live like a hikikomori. I don't know if I want my life to change though.

 

[FuneralCry]

But everyone who is still here is existing, I envy those who have no life and are instead peacefully not existing for all eternity. More than anything I wish I was never burdened with the ability to exist, I wish I stayed eternally unaware more than anything, only never existing is perfection to me. I only see non-existence as desirable as it's the permanent absence of all suffering and I don't want to suffer in any way.

 

[BrokeN__lil’__girl]

same here.... i haven't had a life since 2009.....

 

[divinemistress36]

Been bed rotting and staring at walls all day for 7 years now

 

[iloverachel]

Been bed rotting and staring at walls all day for 7 years now

I am sorry to hear. 8 years for me

If you don't mind me asking, what is stopping you from going outside and enjoying life?

For me, its loneliness and lack of friends. I can't really enjoy myself if i go out, i would see people in friend groups and it would sadden me and make me feel isolated and jealous

 

[Hotsackage]

I've taken up walking, definetly helps when I'm bored, but that's just me. I hope you find relief

 

[divinemistress36]

I am sorry to hear. 8 years for me

If you don't mind me asking, what is stopping you from going outside and enjoying life?

For me, its loneliness and lack of friends. I can't really enjoy myself if i go out, i would see people in friend groups and it would sadden me and make me feel isolated and jealous

I go for walks and to appointments
I cant enjoy stuff and just feel empty if im with people as i have nothing to talk about

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I guess it depends on how someone defines "life". If life is just puttering arounf doing the "necessities" that everyone has to do - grocery shopping, cleaning, cutting grass, laundry, occasionally showering, washing the car, snow shoveling, brushing teeth, cooking, etc.- and do absolutely nothing else, yeah, that's not much of a life, at least to me. That's my life in a nutshell. It sucks!

 

[astonishedturnip]

I try to get out to events, especially in the summer, but for most of the year I always feel like I'm just making it to Friday and then spend the weekend recovering.

No partner + friends live very far away + in an area with few clubs or happenings. Most of the locals events are for parents/families or related to drinking and weed and I don't do either.

I started taking pottery classes but they feel like a bandage on a machete wound when it comes to the loneliness and isolation.

 

[EmptyHeaded]

I literally have no life at all.
Some days I work, then i would go home and lay on my couch and stare at the walls and rot until I can sleep.
there is literally nowhere to go, and nothing to do

Same, minus the work part. I'm just at home all day and sleep or wait until I can go back to sleep.

 

[iloverachel]

I try to get out to events, especially in the summer, but for most of the year I always feel like I'm just making it to Friday and then spend the weekend recovering.

No partner + friends live very far away + in an area with few clubs or happenings. Most of the locals events are for parents/families or related to drinking and weed and I don't do either.

I started taking pottery classes but they feel like a bandage on a machete wound when it comes to the loneliness and isolation.

I stopped going to events because I'm always rejected and unwelcome no matter where I go
I'm literally an outcast everywhere
At work. At restaurants. Gyms . Shops
Clubs. Parks
I'm always avoided and ignored wherever I go
I don't see the point of living if I'm worthless to society

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Yeah, I don't really have a life. I believe that many people would agree that my life is not a life to live. I only really do the bare minimum and nothing else. I don't socialise, I don't go out much, I rot in my room basically throughout most of the day, I don't really pursue any hobbies or distract myself with something to escape reality and so on. My life is absolutely boring and miserable. I can feel nothing except boredom. This is painful...

 

[iloverachel]

I basically live like a hikikomori. I don't know if I want my life to change though.

Same here

Yeah, I don't really have a life. I believe that many people would agree that my life is not a life to live. I only really do the bare minimum and nothing else. I don't socialise, I don't go out much, I rot in my room basically throughout most of the day, I don't really pursue any hobbies or distract myself with something to escape reality and so on. My life is absolutely boring and miserable. I can feel nothing except boredom. This is painful...

Yeah laying down and rotting isn't really a life at all I am sorry you are going through it
Love your username and can relate to it so much

 

[cowboypants]

I've been living like a hokikomori for past 7 years. Although I used to travel alone across states during the early years. I still can but nowadays I have too much anxiety

 

[iloverachel]

I've been living like a hokikomori for past 7 years. Although I used to travel alone across states during the early years. I still can but nowadays I have too much anxiety

Same. I used to be able to go out and head to the city alone now my anxiety and isolation paralyses me
What did you used to do to enjoy yourself while travelling alone
I used to like looking at tourist attractions and going to different restaurants

 

[karmaisabitch]

I go for walks and to appointments
I cant enjoy stuff and just feel empty if im with people as i have nothing to talk about

Me too but I also go to work and it's crazy to have to work with this pain and SI.
I lost my life when I lost my beautiful son. So yes I have no life.

 

[Mirrory Me]

Got one. Not always what I would prefer, but at least it's my own.

 

[karmaisabitch]

Got one. Not always what I would prefer, but at least it's my own.

That's right-happy for you

 

[bearbrikk]

I am sorry to hear. 8 years for me

If you don't mind me asking, what is stopping you from going outside and enjoying life?

For me, its loneliness and lack of friends. I can't really enjoy myself if i go out, i would see people in friend groups and it would sadden me and make me feel isolated and jealous

Same, 8 years and counting. Having no social life and being so alone is torture.

 

[Dark Moon]

No, I don't really have a life. I don't have friends or a gf, I don't have a job either but that's mainly because of my disabilities and I don't really fit into society. I'm just in isolation.

 

[DisfiguredPsycho]

Don't have one, have nobody but parents I hate for giving me genetic predisposition to life ruining non lethal diseases.

I wake up, play music and chain smoke weed and cigarettes until it's time to sleep. On my phone in between.