esoterispeec

esoterispeec

Student
Nov 20, 2020
130
if anything were to happen to my mum I'd jump in front of a truck Instantly. ive always had attachment issues with I don't think I could live without her.
 
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SweetDreams500

SweetDreams500

Narcissistic gay NEETcel
Apr 4, 2021
234
my mom provides for my manchild ass,so if she dies I'm fucked. I hate her,tho
 
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Dutchyala

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Mar 6, 2021
73
I was a daddy's girl until my father decided to CTB. If he was still here I feel like I would still want to live. He was my best friend and always made me feel good.
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
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my mom provides for my manchild ass,so if she dies I'm fucked. I hate her,tho
Same. Although, I don't hate my mother. I'm grateful that she still cares for me, rather than kicking me out to probably die on the street or something. I hate it though, I hate being dependent on her. So, so much. I feel disgusting. I've lived under her thumb my entire life and I'm terrified I'll never escape it.
 
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DetachedDreamer97

DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
I'm more of a grandma's boy. My grandma and I have a lot in common and confide in eachother when we have issues. Not only that, but I had good memories with her. Sadly, I don't live with her anymore after an incident I had with my grandfather.
 
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gtrfvr

gtrfvr

live and let live or die
Dec 4, 2020
70
I dont expect to live long after mom dies. She's in her 80s and the prospect of her death terrifies me.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
7,164
I would feel exactly like you as regards my dad!
 
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SweetDreams500

SweetDreams500

Narcissistic gay NEETcel
Apr 4, 2021
234
I'm more of a grandma's boy. My grandma and I have a lot in common and confide in eachother when we have issues. Not only that, but I had good memories with her. Sadly, I don't live with her anymore after an incident I had with my grandfather.
what happened? sorry if it is too intrusive
 
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MaybeSoon

Experienced
Oct 11, 2019
261
I was took for the final time into 'care' when I was 3 and my biological mother died when I was adopted at 8 years old. It's so weird how much of a 'mommas boy' I am for someone I never really knew. My adoptive mother does everything she can for me and I love her a lot but I dunno. I guess a birth mothers love is primal and I've never had it. Would certainly explain why I'm a 36 year old man child myself.
 
LifeQuitter2018

LifeQuitter2018

Wanderer
Aug 12, 2018
414
Me too.
 
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DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
what happened? sorry if it is too intrusive
Basically I got into a fight that almost got physical. And mom had me move because she couldn't trust me. That said, we made up. But yeah.
 
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