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justlookinforanswers
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- Dec 11, 2020
- 31
I feel like it's a little dumb to feel weak over giving into the survival instinct that's literally built into your system as a human being, but I feel like that's what's convincing me to move forward with the process. Like, I have to prove to myself that I'm strong and serious and I don't just want attention or something. Idk, maybe if I removed the shame component I wouldn't be jumping this far into the deep end. Maybe that's true for some other people too?