Anyone else have someone in your family CTB so now it feels like you can't?

[zer05mdy]

My cousin (28) recently committed suicide and now I (22) feel more guilty for considering suicide. I always thought I would be the one in my family that CTB but the thought of our families dealing with more than one loss is hard to not feel overwhelming guilt about.

 

[Life_and_Death]

Not my family but my friend lost some close to him family. Now my suicide wouldn't much matter (the reason ect) my friend is going to blame himself, it does put me in a predicament.

 

[Makko]

So that's what stopping the suicide cascades in a family?

 

[Rhaiyne]

Yeah... a brother and two cousins... so I reckon its in my genes... (pity not jeans... I could just change out of them... hahahaha... ). I do find it adds further guilt and makes it more difficult. I worry a lot about others and my care and compassion for them makes it difficult... not impossible... but difficult.