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lovedread

lovedread

hell is other people
Jan 2, 2020
227
Cause I do. I have someone who will rejoice if they hear that I ctb'd. How does one "cope" with this, LOL?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,364
By not caring about what anyone else thinks about my decision. This choice is for me and me alone. I know it's going to make some people sad, but I don't care enough to still go through with it, so why does it matter if it's going to make some people happy?
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
Nope, I have nobody who will celebrate my death. I mean the only people who I know to begin with are just family members and they'd all be full of grief and misery if I ctb
 
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Not Today Satan

Not Today Satan

Stretcher fetcher
May 9, 2024
909
I'm fairly sure that no one is going to celebrate but no one is going to care either. I would just disappear from this world like a speck of dust in the wind. I have no plans to CTB in the foreseeable future but regardless of whether I CTB or die a natural or accidental death, I want no funeral service. I don't want anything with my name on it at the cemetery. I want to at least have my corneas salvaged and donated to someone waiting for a transplant. If more can be salvaged and transplanted to someone waiting for an organ, that would be even better. Whatever is useless, I want it to be donated to science and used for medical students to dissect in class.
 
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steppingoff

steppingoff

Experienced
Jan 18, 2024
212
If someone wanted to encourage me. I'd probably appreciate the encouragement. It's a hard thing to do on your own. That's not the same as harrassement. Just having a friend who accepts you have made a decision and need some encouragement to carry it out

But then again I believe in fantasies. lol
 
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Christian1986

Member
Jun 23, 2024
43
Especially my mother and the Rest of my "Family" would celebrate it,sience my father ( the only non Narcisstic ) get murdered throgh them sience i was a kid. But how some peoples Said Here, its ur own decision no matter what others think or do.
 
samdocheon

samdocheon

Optimists are wrong
Jul 28, 2024
123
All my neighbours LoL
 
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Jon Arbuckle

Jon Arbuckle

Aspiring Corpse
Jul 23, 2024
119
Cause I do. I have someone who will rejoice if they hear that I ctb'd. How does one "cope" with this, LOL?
After you die you will be physically incapable of caring about it
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
1,056
Several. I take comfort in knowing that I won't die until I've assured their extended misery.
 
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onbekend

onbekend

Experienced
Jan 14, 2024
265
No, But in a weird kind of way I hope that my family despises me to the point where they're rejoicing over my death. That's a much better alternative to me than to die and leave my entire family sad.
 
GuessWhosBack

GuessWhosBack

The sun rises to insult me.
Jul 15, 2024
453
In 100 years, they too will all be dead.
 
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HarryCobean

Student
Apr 12, 2024
140
Yes, if they find out. But they're probably not going to notice at all.
 
N33dT0D13

N33dT0D13

Xe/It
Apr 2, 2023
365
I don't know if my mother would be sad or happy if she found out I killed myself, or maybe feel nothing at all... Probably she'd feel nothing. Same for my exes, I think they might think they feel one way or another only to quickly find they don't feel much at all and forget all about it. I have a neighbor who might laugh over me being dead.
 
sos

sos

Specialist
Jul 22, 2024
314
to consider that in some cultures the celebration of ones death is an actual thing and it's quite normal

but anyway

hella weird for people to say that theyll celebrate your death

one of the reasons why the world sucks

the world sucking should mean the end of it

or maybe not

let those who wanna celebrate your death live a miserable life on this rotten planet
 
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uniqueusername22

uniqueusername22

custom title
Jul 25, 2024
15
lol yeah. idk how many for sure but definitely some, my harrasers for example who want me dead, and some homophobic people in my school who said they want to line up all the queers and shoot them. many people know im queer so if they find out theyll celebrate. i dont know how to cope with this, sorry.
 
needthebus

needthebus

Voted SaSu™ Member Most Likely to Succeed
Apr 29, 2024
772
i think probably 2 people will celebrate my death or be relieved by it

perhaps more?

people don't like me
 
Timothy7dff

Timothy7dff

Wizard
Apr 10, 2024
657
The satanic deep state celebrates every suicide......especially the ones they created.
 
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redmunk

cringe
Oct 24, 2023
9
no one will celebrate my death, neither will they mourn my death. i am just a spec of dust that no one cares about. its like i dont exist.
 

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