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All_is_in_vanity

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Jan 9, 2023
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I know not many people have religious, spiritual, or metaphysical beliefs here but regardless do any of you fear their might be some evil creator? I read a lot of the user funeral cry's posts and it gives me anxiety about there being a god because unfortunately they are right, and existence is hellish. But there has to be a reason right. Think about it, life and evolution favor that which is violent and evil. Why dose reproduction need suffering to work? Why dose life need suffering to work? It all feels to sadistic to be some random thing that just happened out of nowhere. If god is real then life will always be evil and you can't escape. All I wanted was a simple life, how did I end up here….
 
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No I don't
 
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divinemistress36

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Only humans are evil they created most the bad here
 
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Worndown

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Mar 21, 2019
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God is a concept that explains all those things early man could not explain.
Mankind has figured out most if those things and has a logical and systematic timeline on how we came to be.
Faith is wonderful if it works for you. If not, it leaves you on your own in life.
Don't be afraid.
 
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danzk

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Eu sei que poucas pessoas têm crenças religiosas, espirituais ou metafísicas aqui, mas independentemente de vocês, algum de vocês teme que seja algum criador do mal? Eu leio muitas postagens do usuário funeral cry e fico ansioso por existir um deus porque infelizmente eles estão certos, e a existência é infernal. Mas tem que haver uma razão certa. Pense bem, a vida e a evolução favorecem o que é violento e maligno. Por que a reprodução em dose precisa de sofrimento para funcionar? Por que a vida precisa de sofrimento para funcionar? Tudo parece sádico ser algo aleatório que aconteceu do nada. Se Deus é real, então a vida sempre será má e você não poderá escapar. Tudo que eu queria era uma vida simples, como vim parar aqui….
It's hard to believe and be afraid of a God when you go through bad situations
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I agree that- if there is a God, I just can't see how they can be what we call 'good'. I don't see what possible good reason there could be for how things were designed to operate here.

I suspect I would be pretty terrified and humbled if I ever met them. I can't get much beyond how much I hate them at the moment though for the shit they've put my family through. Maybe I'd be brave enough to be defiant towards them at the last (if they do even exist.) I expect I'm screwed either way...
 
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All_is_in_vanity

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Jan 9, 2023
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I agree that- if there is a God, I just can't see how they can be what we call 'good'. I don't see what possible good reason there could be for how things were designed to operate here.

I suspect I would be pretty terrified and humbled if I ever met them. I can't get much beyond how much I hate them at the moment though for the shit they've put my family through. Maybe I'd be brave enough to be defiant towards them at the last (if they do even exist.) I expect I'm screwed either way...
So you're agnostic?
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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One cannot fear something that doesn't exist.

I'll never believe there is a god , after life , reincarnation, soul, magic nothing.

I'll always believe a human is just another small animal, a machine
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
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no, because 'god' is not real. there's nothing to fear since there's nothing besides an imaginary character people created. i guess you could fear that, but it'd be pointless and a waste of energy.
even if he existed right now, what is he going to do to me if i called him all sorts of shit? nothing. i could sacrifice a goat to 'satan' and all i'll have is a dead goat. i can curse this 'god' all i want and nothing else will be done about my actions. no 'lightning will strike me down' in the process.

instead fear people, not some bullshit imaginary thing people created for their own convenience. human beings are the ones to fear because they can cause immediate harm to you such as taking what little control you have over your life and many other things. they are the ones that cause you trauma, pain, suffering -- they are the ones that placed that stupid idea about 'god' that you're apparently now starting to fear.

'god' is not the one hurting you, people are.
 
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kyhoti

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May 27, 2024
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Yes. It is one of the few reasons that I haven't acted yet.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
7,989
So you're agnostic?

I thought I was. I'm basically not sure. Still- the definition of agnostic seems weird to me. Supposedly, it's someone who thinks the presence of God is unknowable/ unprovable. If Jesus appeared tomorrow and started performing miracles- I'd be further on my way to believing. I think it's a weird definition. I'd prefer it if it just meant we didn't feel convinced either way. I'm probably more of an atheist actually when it comes to labels.
 
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devils~advocate

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Feb 29, 2024
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I guess part of the problem if you do...is which God would you believe in?
There are problems with all the religious beliefs that mankind has had & currently has.
One should know that religions have come & gone through out time....some by force & some just fading away.
If there was a true omnipotent deity....then why make human kind go thru all the misery, pain, heartbreaks, etc etc....in order to find some sort of salvation....why?
If there is one... Is the world or reality we live in some sort of sick joke & we are the butt of it.
These are age old philosophical questions......

Then when you see all the silly religions that are out there....not all of them can be correct.
I didnt know about many of them...but after learning about what they believe, I realized it was all some serious brainwashing.
Granted some are more silly than others. But when you tally it all up though, it just doesnt make sense there would be an all knowing being.
If there is one...it has some explaining to do.....which I dont think it could do very well, if at all.
 
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lizzywizzy09

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May 11, 2024
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The only thing I have an overwhelming fear of is what will happen to me if I stay here.
 
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lkjhgfdsa1

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Apr 17, 2024
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But dosent an evil god makes sense as to why this life is hell.
no, not to me at least.
i made make my own life hell
i was the antagonist to my own happiness the entire time
 
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Artemisia

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May 24, 2024
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No, not afraid at all. Lately I've even ocasionally been wishing for some kind of god to exist, because I'd the punch the sob where it hurts the most! I'm already in hell, what else would it do? But nope, gods are products of the human mind. And life isn't evil, some people are, for the rest it's just the horrible mechanisms of survival in action. Unfortunately, something always has to die for others to live. Nature is cruel but it has no concept of evil, only we do.
 
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Mar 18, 2024
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I know not many people have religious, spiritual, or metaphysical beliefs here but regardless do any of you fear their might be some evil creator? I read a lot of the user funeral cry's posts and it gives me anxiety about there being a god because unfortunately they are right, and existence is hellish. But there has to be a reason right. Think about it, life and evolution favor that which is violent and evil. Why dose reproduction need suffering to work? Why dose life need suffering to work? It all feels to sadistic to be some random thing that just happened out of nowhere. If god is real then life will always be evil and you can't escape. All I wanted was a simple life, how did I end up here….
I fear my anger towards God could be another punishment for me
I fear my questioning the existence of God could be more punishment
I feel shame for praying to the same God to finally let me die
But I'm willing to risk it
Hope that I'm wrong
Hope for a heavenly afterlife if it exists
 
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Linda

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Jul 30, 2020
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I know not many people have religious, spiritual, or metaphysical beliefs here but regardless do any of you fear their might be some evil creator? I read a lot of the user funeral cry's posts and it gives me anxiety about there being a god because unfortunately they are right, and existence is hellish. But there has to be a reason right. Think about it, life and evolution favor that which is violent and evil. Why dose reproduction need suffering to work? Why dose life need suffering to work? It all feels to sadistic to be some random thing that just happened out of nowhere. If god is real then life will always be evil and you can't escape. All I wanted was a simple life, how did I end up here….
Show me some evidence for a creator, and I might reconsider my beliefs. But since I have never seen any evidence for a creator, or any kind of god, I have no reason to believe in those things.
 
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starryhrtz

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Nov 7, 2023
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i definitely do. i believe in god and the afterlife and it a lot of the times scares me from ctb but also makes me want to do it more because i don't believe someone like me would go to heaven anyway so why suffer in both this life and the next
 
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All_is_in_vanity

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Jan 9, 2023
99
i definitely do. i believe in god and the afterlife and it a lot of the times scares me from ctb but also makes me want to do it more because i don't believe someone like me would go to heaven anyway so why suffer in both this life and the next
I more believe god is evil. This is already hell
 
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All_is_in_vanity

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Jan 9, 2023
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Life is to complex. The fact that evolution chose the abosulte worst and evil traits for all creatures shows that at least evolution has some word thought or agenda
Show me some evidence for a creator, and I might reconsider my beliefs. But since I have never seen any evidence for a creator, or any kind of god, I have no reason to believe in those things.
No, thank God
Do you believe in an evil god? Not the normal bullshit one but an evil one?
 
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R_N

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Dec 3, 2019
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I had a strong fear of unknown, some dreams amplified it. Not anymore after observing my body closely.
 
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Onelegman

I use a translator
May 24, 2024
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Human beings created God, he is the one who should fear us
 
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IwantHappiness

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May 31, 2024
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I know not many people have religious, spiritual, or metaphysical beliefs here but regardless do any of you fear their might be some evil creator? I read a lot of the user funeral cry's posts and it gives me anxiety about there being a god because unfortunately they are right, and existence is hellish. But there has to be a reason right. Think about it, life and evolution favor that which is violent and evil. Why dose reproduction need suffering to work? Why dose life need suffering to work? It all feels to sadistic to be some random thing that just happened out of nowhere. If god is real then life will always be evil and you can't escape. All I wanted was a simple life, how did I end up here….
i dont have fear of god because i think that god doesnt exist or it is just evil.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,226
Can't fear what does not exist.
 
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ThatStateOfMind

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Nov 13, 2021
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Not really. I honestly think that if there was a heaven, it would be miserable (I don't believe in a god, heaven, or hell). Think about it, it is an infinity spent doing... who knows, embrace God? I think anything for an infinity would grow tiresome. I could be offered the most pleasant life for eternity, but if I had to live for eternity, it's a hard no. Eternity is a reallllllyyyyyy long time.
 
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