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Severen

Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
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It's just fucking noise... And the sunshine is too damn bright. FUCK SUMMER. Give me dark, cold and windy weather anytime and anywhere.
 
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Circles

Circles

There's a difference between existing and living.
Sep 3, 2018
2,275
FUCK SUMMER.
Eh I just hate the blistering heat and especially the damn mosquitos. Mornings are my favorite time now watching the sun rise and bird watching is pretty soothing compared to watching tv or something. Now I'm sounding like a lifer.
 
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Severen

Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,819
Eh I just hate the blistering heat and especially the damn mosquitos. Mornings are my favorite time now watching the sun rise and bird watching is pretty soothing compared to watching tv or something. Now I'm sounding like a lifer.
Maybe the birds in your part of the world aren't constantly chirping and having sex outside of your window...
 
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memento_mori

memento_mori

Student
Mar 28, 2019
190
don't like birds.. they poop on you :mmm:
and I'm mostly in a perpetually blue state, the world feels grey even when there's sunshine so it doesn't really affect me :notsure:
 
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Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,819
don't like birds.. they poop on you :mmm:
and I'm mostly in a perpetually blue state, the world feels grey even when there's sunshine so it doesn't really affect me :notsure:

Birds have been shitting on me, every chance they get... One day, vengeance will be mine... Maybe one day, I'll put ladders up against where all the birds hang out so all the homeless cats can feast on them.
 
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Circles

Circles

There's a difference between existing and living.
Sep 3, 2018
2,275
Maybe the birds in your part of the world aren't constantly chirping and having sex outside of your window...
What bird species are around you? It's mostly cardinals, blue jays, sparrows, crows which are my favorite, etc, around here. It would annoy me after a while especially with the pesky woodpeckers.
 
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Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,819
What bird species are around you? It's mostly cardinals, blue jays, sparrows, crows which are my favorite, etc, around here. It would annoy me after a while especially with the pesky woodpeckers.
Not sure. All I know is they like to have sex right outside of my window and chirp nonstop.
 
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Superfluous

Superfluous

...
Mar 16, 2019
973
I really miss the laugh emoji...
 
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omoidarui

omoidarui

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Apr 30, 2019
993
i like the sounds wood pigeons make, reminds me of sleepy late afternoons
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
It's just fucking noise... And the sunshine is too damn bright. FUCK SUMMER. Give me dark, cold and windy weather anytime and anywhere.
Well I don't know, I'm honestly happier when the birds chirp, sunshine, warmth. At first it gave me anxiety and I got depressed. Then like I began to feel good about it. I had that same reaction that people get when the weather begins to turn shitty in the fall. I was more depressed about the bad weather and feeling trapped inside. Or anxiety about car breaking down in middle of winter.
 
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kolski

kolski

ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴇʀs
May 27, 2019
115
Ahaha idk~ I like summer. Long days, peaceful nights. When your sleep pattern's fucked and 4/5 in the morning is your usual bedtime, it's nice to have a window open and feel the warmth for once. Kinda comforting in a way.
 
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PatKat

PatKat

Meh
Aug 9, 2018
1,018
It's just fucking noise... And the sunshine is too damn bright. FUCK SUMMER. Give me dark, cold and windy weather anytime and anywhere.
Birds are annoying... especially the ones that sit right outside the window at 0400...
 
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Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,819
Well I don't know, I'm honestly happier when the birds chirp, sunshine, warmth. At first it gave me anxiety and I got depressed. Then like I began to feel good about it. I had that same reaction that people get when the weather begins to turn shitty in the fall. I was more depressed about the bad weather and feeling trapped inside. Or anxiety about car breaking down in middle of winter.
Maybe you live in a part of the USA where the winters are really brutal so that is understandable. Perhaps birds chirping makes you feel comfortable because it reminds you that you aren't having to deal with a brutal winter.
Birds are annoying... especially the ones that sit right outside the window at 0400...
Hellz yeah, man. And then when they start fucking on top of my air conditioner, I have to tell them to fuck off.
 
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Chalken

Chalken

Decaying
Nov 20, 2018
214
I hate sunlight and summer in general. I like it when it's overcast or rainy. Rain just makes me more comfortable. It's kind of like listening to sad music when you're depressed. Happy and upbeat music would just make it worse, reminding you of something that you will never have: happiness.
 
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Severen

Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,819
I hate sunlight and summer in general. I like it when it's overcast or rainy. Rain just makes me more comfortable. It's kind of like listening to sad music when you're depressed. Happy and upbeat music would just make it worse, reminding you of something that you will never have: happiness.

I couldn't resist.
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
Well, I like it in fact. I'm used to get up early so it doesn't bother me. I also like the evening song of frogs.
 
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Severen

Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,819
Well I don't know, I'm honestly happier when the birds chirp, sunshine, warmth. At first it gave me anxiety and I got depressed. Then like I began to feel good about it. I had that same reaction that people get when the weather begins to turn shitty in the fall. I was more depressed about the bad weather and feeling trapped inside. Or anxiety about car breaking down in middle of winter.
The truth is, vitamin D does help but just a little bit.
 
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First loss

First loss

Specialist
Jan 28, 2019
393
I fucking hate summer.
Reminds me of how lonely and fucked up I am.
 
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GinaIsReady

GinaIsReady

Exit Strategist
Mar 29, 2019
995
I guess I'm different. I'm always fucking different. I love the summer best of all. I love hearing the birds. I do love the earth. I just hate all these extreme weather events that have been ravaging the earth and the animals. What I don't like about this life are the fucking monster people. Had efuckingnuff.
 
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AnnihilatedAnna

AnnihilatedAnna

A Joke
Apr 17, 2018
1,346
I dont like the heat the sun brings in the summer. I hate sweating so much. I'm always ashamed when I'm sweating in public. I mean it's human but it hate it so damn much. I love bird though. The sound of them out side in trees. I don't like them inside of my home though. We had two birds that kept screaming at eachother.
 
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crimea_river

crimea_river

Experienced
May 27, 2019
210
I didn't used to take much notice of birdsong, but one of the 'joy's' of my condition is everything seems louder and reverberates through my head, making me both really jumpy and actually hurts my head. People always seem to be slamming something for example and incessant bird squawking is pretty obnoxious.

So, during summer, although warmer temperatures are kind of a plus point, I'd personally take the solitude and darkness of autumn/winter.
 
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GinaIsReady

GinaIsReady

Exit Strategist
Mar 29, 2019
995
I dont like the heat the sun brings in the summer. I hate sweating so much. I'm always ashamed when I'm sweating in public. I mean it's human but it hate it so damn much. I love bird though. The sound of them out side in trees. I don't like them inside of my home though. We had two birds that kept screaming at eachother.
Yeah, sweating does suck.
 
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Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,705
Around mid-May some kind of swallow migrates here from North Africa and whizzes around squealing in swarms. They're so annoying it's just funny.
 
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GinaIsReady

Exit Strategist
Mar 29, 2019
995
I didn't used to take much notice of birdsong, but one of the 'joy's' of my condition is everything seems louder and reverberates through my head, making me both really jumpy and actually hurts my head. People always seem to be slamming something for example and incessant bird squawking is pretty obnoxious.

So, during summer, although warmer temperatures are kind of a plus point, I'd personally take the solitude and darkness of autumn/winter.
I don't like all the super loud squawking either, and I do not like summer without A/C.
 
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Severen

Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,819
I didn't used to take much notice of birdsong, but one of the 'joy's' of my condition is everything seems louder and reverberates through my head, making me both really jumpy and actually hurts my head. People always seem to be slamming something for example and incessant bird squawking is pretty obnoxious.

So, during summer, although warmer temperatures are kind of a plus point, I'd personally take the solitude and darkness of autumn/winter.

Yeah, I didn't use to mind birds chirping and having sex on my damn air conditioner in the past but after I got my PTSD, my hearing became super sensitive. I can hear things from really far away. I can hear people talking through the walls etc.
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,171
Yes. I loathe it.
If I wasn't in this situation and the sun didn't burn me-as well as not having insomnia where the time I go to sleep is the time the bird calls penetrate my eardrums-then I probably wouldn't hate it so much.
But I would still prefer rainy, windy days. I just like it.
 
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ProhibereDolor

ProhibereDolor

Cloak and Dagger
May 21, 2019
88
They can be annoying. I live in the Sonoran desert in Arizona so there isn't a huge assortment of birds. We get the usual mourning dove, cardinals, gila woodpeckers, cactus wren(state bird), greater roadrunner, gambel's quail, and flying disease bag pigeons. We have some finches and such but they are usually pretty quiet. The birds aren't too bad noise wise. It is the heat here that is a bitch. Last year we got to 122°f or 50°c. It gets hot at the start of May and doesn't let up until well into October, sometimes even later. Everyone walks around in a perpetually pissed off mood most of the year because everyone is just hot as fuck. There's no escape unless you hide in the a/c all day. The worst is when you get into your car after it being outside for a while and you cook. If your arm touches the metal part of a seat belt it's like you put your hand on a stove. So yeah, fuck the sunshine. We have around 300 days of sunlight and blue skies here. I would kill to have weather like Seattle...
 
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Conflicted Cat

Conflicted Cat

Experienced
May 23, 2019
256
That's why I whenever I need to do shopping or something, I go at night. I just can't stand the sun trying to have a staring contest with me, and all the ambience.
 
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Severen

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,819
They can be annoying. I live in the Sonoran desert in Arizona so there isn't a huge assortment of birds. We get the usual mourning dove, cardinals, gila woodpeckers, cactus wren(state bird), greater roadrunner, gambel's quail, and flying disease bag pigeons. We have some finches and such but they are usually pretty quiet. The birds aren't too bad noise wise. It is the heat here that is a bitch. Last year we got to 122°f or 50°c. It gets hot at the start of May and doesn't let up until well into October, sometimes even later. Everyone walks around in a perpetually pissed off mood most of the year because everyone is just hot as fuck. There's no escape unless you hide in the a/c all day. The worst is when you get into your car after it being outside for a while and you cook. If your arm touches the metal part of a seat belt it's like you put your hand on a stove. So yeah, fuck the sunshine. We have around 300 days of sunlight and blue skies here. I would kill to have weather like Seattle...

Well on the bright side, in a state like Arizona, you could probably easily get your hands on a shotgun and do some bird hunting.
That's why I whenever I need to do shopping or something, I go at night. I just can't stand the sun trying to have a staring contest with me, and all the ambience.

I'm like a vampire when it comes to sun. I'm like ARRRGH, it burns...
 
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