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HelloAllYouPeople

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Jul 6, 2021
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I live everyday with the possibility of ctb so I keep my exercise rope in my room. On really bad days, I wrap the rope around my neck and survival instinct kicks in after a while. Calms me down instantly!!! I also feel a little happy for a while.

But lately I've been less afraid of the rope lmao. I have a bad feeling about this. It might cause some problems.
 
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May 21, 2021
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If you keep doing this, you'll develop some irreversible neck issues or other things like tinnitus
 
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HelloAllYouPeople

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If you keep doing this, you'll develop some irreversible neck issues or other things like tinnitus
Ohhhh that explains the occassional tinnitus. Alright! Thanks for this

Gonna need me a new coping method lol. I cant ruin my big day
 
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HelloHell

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Dec 26, 2019
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Interesting, I dont think I'm addicted to it. Quite the opposite actually, kick of SI usually only makes me mad, disappointed, and confused
 
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HelloAllYouPeople

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Interesting, I dont think I'm addicted to it. Quite the opposite actually, kick of SI usually only makes me mad, disappointed, and confused
Huhh interesting. Maybe i just havent gone that far yet to be angry
 
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myopybyproxy

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Dec 18, 2021
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the adrenaline rush is a doozy for sure. i like to put myself in what some would consider dangerous or risky situatons - makes me feel alive. for a few minutes i am not numb and insulated
 
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