Venting Anyone else gets irritated experiencing regular life patterns and routines?

[nopointofliving]

The sun rises in the morning, the sun sets every evening: I get irritated.

My neighbor raises the music volume up, and enjoys his time: I get irritated

Knowing more about stupid traditions and rituals : I get irritated

A memory returns: I get irritated

Kids playing in the street making much noise: I get irritated

I enter my room, and I see everything is placed as it is everyday: I get irritated

I hear mum and dad arguing about stupid things dad does: I get irritated

I look to myself within, I'm the same boring person as I was before: I get irritated

I experience weird pain near my heart, it's like a rock seated on my chest: I get irritated

Life seems like a movie and I don't understand anything I look at. It's like I'm in a strange place: I get irritated

I want to get out of here, I can't. I feel like trapped in a big jail: I get irritated

I see a ray of light, I run toward it, then I go back: I get irritated

I don't like anything, but I'm living, why??!! : I get irritated

I sleep hoping to die, in the morning.... ah I'm alive, great! : I get irritated

What's this place? why am I here? I want to leave : I get irritated

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I can relate so much. Life is just one big inconvenience and I see it as the most pointless thing ever. We as humans just run around in circles going through the same things day after day with no break from our thoughts. I think it would be a beautiful thing to pass away in my sleep, I want to embrace the peace that death brings.

 

[WornOutLife]

Haha yeah!
I hate monotony in general lol

 

[nopointofliving]

Yes, I can relate so much. Life is just one big inconvenience and I see it as the most pointless thing ever. We as humans just run around in circles going through the same things day after day with no break from our thoughts. I think it would be a beautiful thing to pass away in my sleep, I want to embrace the peace that death brings.ru

I hate how pointless life is. I get irritated :(

Haha yeah!
I hate monotony in general lol

Me too. But I can't help it.

 

[One day too late]

I feel the same way.
There's a quote I got from a either tv show or a movie, I forgot. Anyway one of the characters said that "You know breaks people? Routine, routine breaks people."

 

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Fucking groundhog day.

 

[Meditation guide]

It's the routines and dealing with problems that is a major reason I want to ctb.

 

[motel rooms]

Yeah, I'm extremely irritable. Full of pent-up rage. A ticking time bomb