anyone else frustrated with the lack of methods / how difficult it is CTB?

[MicropBaldCurrycel]

Its so hard, im just thinking and thinking what to do.

trying very hard to come up with something.

all the stuff exit bags and Nembutal etc idk just seem difficult for me to get,

methods such as hanging and stuff seem difficult to me as i am incompetent( cant even tie a proper knot)

drug od seems like you have to inject yourself( im useless with stuff like this)

i know it seems maybe easier to you but im utterly incompetent.
im thinking gun is my easiest method but that costs alot .

and i am so desperate i dont care about my head being messed up with blood and brain matter anymore but id need to save up for months .

Its so unfair that it was so easy to be born but so difficult to end it.

 

[Superdeterminist]

Incredibly frustrated. I think I will just end up using SN despite really not wanting that horrible saltiness in my mouth and probable vomiting. All in all I think it's the most convenient method for me. None of this is easy. In my opinion easy suicide doesn't exist. Maybe it will exist if sarcos ever take off and become normalised and implemented. I don't know if SN is a viable option for you?

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it very frustrating that ctb is so difficult. I am trapped in this world as it is so hard for me to leave. There is the lack of peaceful and reliable way for me to exit and the fear of failure which is keeping me here. If it was easier to leave I would already be gone.

I believe that in a world where there is so much suffering, we all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. It is cruel to expect people to suffer for decades against their wishes. Life is so meaningless after all and we will all die eventually someday, so to me it is wrong to try and force people to live. All that I want is to be gone. I am so tired of this life. I agree that it really is so unfair.

 

[Al Cappella]

I don't find it the least bit frustrating—or even true. Well the availability of methods but is true. But people are doing it in prison with bedsheets, so how hard can it be?

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Nothing worth doing is ever easy and simple.

 

[Superdeterminist]

I don't find it the least bit frustrating—or even true. Well the availability of methods but is true. But people are doing it in prison with bedsheets, so how hard can it be?

Why are you still here then?

 

[Al Cappella]

Why are you still here then?

Why is that any of your business?

 

[rationaltake]

I think a lot of people on here are in the same position including me. I see quite a few posts about this. I find myself in limbo.

 

[Superdeterminist]

Why is that any of your business?

It's not, just wondering because if it's such an easy thing to do I would expect the deed to be done.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

I think a lot of people on here are in the same position including me. I see quite a few posts about this. I find myself in limbo.

I am definitely in limbo. It's a matter of when, not if though.

 

[rationaltake]

I am definitely in limbo. It's a matter of when, not if though.

I know what you mean. I want to be dead. It's the dying that's difficult.

 

[Jred]

I wish everyday that someone would walk up behind me and shoot me in the head or that I just didn't wake up at all.

 

[Chlorella]

Yeah it's brutal, ordered SN some months ago and then changed my mind and cancelled the order. Now I have no money, no bridge or tall building to jump off of, no rope to rope with, and that means my only options are ending myself with a few razor blades and/or bleach. If I get a pity gift card or something for my birthday in August I might try ordering some fentanyl and snort what I can and drink the rest in water.

Never even began

 

[outrider567]

I wish everyday that someone would walk up behind me and shoot me in the head or that I just didn't wake up at all.

Would certainly be easier if we didn't see it coming

 

[lofticries]

Always. I wish I could just pay someone to take my ass outside and tell me to look at the flowers. kudos if you get the reference.

 

[MicropBaldCurrycel]

Always. I wish I could just pay someone to take my ass outside and tell me to look at the flowers. kudos if you get the reference.

actually in my third world shithole i can pay someone like 100 usd to do exactly that lol.

and carol walking dead lol/

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Frankly, I see nothing hard about the methods. And there are plenty of them, although I understand that obtaining materials is harder for some than others. If I don't know how to do something, I can learn it. What, most likely, is going to be the most difficult is getting past the SI.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Frankly, I see nothing hard about the methods. And there are plenty of them, although I understand that obtaining materials is harder for some than others. If I don't know how to do something, I can learn it. What, most likely, is going to be the most difficult is getting past the SI.

And the guilt as well as the last bit hope you know to be false.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

And the guilt as well as the last bit hope you know to be false.

No argument from me on that. Good point.

 

[Zzzzz]

Yeah it's brutal, ordered SN some months ago and then changed my mind and cancelled the order. Now I have no money, no bridge or tall building to jump off of, no rope to rope with, and that means my only options are ending myself with a few razor blades and/or bleach. If I get a pity gift card or something for my birthday in August I might try ordering some fentanyl and snort what I can and drink the rest in water.

Never even began

I'm almost certain you can come up with a method better than cutting or bleach. Just saying, those 2 are notoriously unsuccessful/painful methods. Very few people can successfully use them. Just a fair warning. Your choice.