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throwaway123
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- Aug 5, 2018
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I grew up with it. It's all I've ever known. I used to yearn for love but now I just want to end it.
What did the Dr. do?Yes I'm constant shouting with torture in and shouting the Dr did this to me is murderer and shouting because no one believes what happened and shouting because rest society don't seem to care. Filled with rage. Was last person to be like this before. If I see my neighbour I can pass as normal and sweet maybe but if they are hear in my shouting maybe they are scared idk..
A lobotomy have torture in brain from drug going wrongWhat did the Dr. do?
What is lobotomy?A lobotomy have torture in brain from drug going wrong
Removing someone's brainWhat is lobotomy?
The Dr. gave you a wrong dose of a drug?
They had there brain removed & still alive?Removing someone's brain
No more like the drug interaction has made it feel like they have no brain more like a medical lobotomy as to a physicalThey had there brain removed & still alive?
It feels like it ..They had there brain removed & still alive?
Sorry going on about this..but people are actually listening to me here..thank you. If I tell people in real life people cut me off syaing that Dr wouldn't do that. The ssri drugs are kind of a slight lobotomy. A lot of people feel apathetic dumbed down numb emotions and to life on them. I had that and when I took another ssri to come off first something fried away in brain and was like the bit was suppressed was no longer just suppressed but non existent.It feels like it ..
https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/magazine-15629160
At bottom article it says ruined a social being..that's how it feels..feels like I'm missing the bit that was human. If born like this I would just stare into space I wouldn't know what life was I wouldn't know any life here
I grew up with it. It's all I've ever known. I used to yearn for love but now I just want to end it.
What is ssri?Sorry going on about this..but people are actually listening to me here..thank you. If I tell people in real life people cut me off syaing that Dr wouldn't do that. The ssri drugs are kind of a slight lobotomy. A lot of people feel apathetic dumbed down numb emotions and to life on them. I had that and when I took another ssri to come off first something fried away in brain and was like the bit was suppressed was no longer just suppressed but non existent.
What is ssri?
Sorry I don't know what that is?
Interested just trying to understand.
You Not on it anymore?The rage I'm in is because not only Dr deny it I'm sure someone at drug companies would know that this can cause unlivable torture
No stopped three year ago but the damage happened in a few secondsYou Not on it anymore?
So the side effect of the medication caused the Damage?No stopped three year ago but the damage happened in a few seconds
So the side effect of the medication caused the
seems to be rare reaction..it felt something in brain fried away really quickly in seconds and then I lost all sense of life existing front brain feels like vaccum and millions other thingsSo the side effect of the medication caused the Damage?
Somedays I feel I can hurt everybody, so, I just keep away, my anger is big... I think, It's in all of me, but I don't wanna hurt people...
I feel the sameI've felt that a lot myself. I've had a history of getting into fights from around kindergarten to around the middle of middle school, and since I've learnt taekwondo, I get a bunch of good hits in and I'm always the one to blame. I got used to isolating myself from people, and when I did find a good group of friends, I was too far gone. I don't think I can feel anything except anger these days.