Discussion Anyone else feel this way?

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Certain methods I'm like no way I could do that even if I really wanted to ctb.

Some methods are like okay, I might be able do that right now or soon.

Then some methods are like okay if I have access to this I'm going.

does this make sense? does anyone else feel this way?
Im feeling lost because I never thought hanging would be my method but it's the only one I have available. In 7 days my life becomes more miserable as I have to start doing outpatient visits and stuff.

I have severeee social and general anxiety so that's just gonna make my situation worst :/

 

[sadworld]

Certain methods I'm like no way I could do that even if I really wanted to ctb.

I feel the same but that's mostly because of SI. I tried it before, my SI didn't let me jump.

Some methods are like okay, I might be able do that right now or soon.

That's SN for me

Then some methods are like okay if I have access to this I'm going.

I wish I had N, I would be long gone already...

 

[OopsIdidntwanttodie]

I know what you mean. There's so many methods out there that seem outrages and scary, but when one is determined and desperate enough, it doesn't matter.

Are you sure that this is what you want to do? Perhaps you may be rushing into it, and if you are certain you want to CTB, it wouldn't hurt to take your time and do more research until you are confident. I'm sorry you feel this way OP

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I feel the same but that's mostly because of SI. I tried it before, my SI didn't let me jump.

That's SN for me

I wish I had N, I would be long gone already...

Sorry to hear SI kicked in on jump.

Jealous you have SN, wish I had some I would be gone then. But not going to happen

N is just fantasy for me

Looks like I will have to do another 30-40 years before going natural