Discussion Anyone else feel like they are rejected from this world?

[human909]

I'm about to tell you a fucking story and to tell you why the hell i feel like i'm being rejected by this world.


It started when i had social anxiety it didn't really worsen until april, then i know you gonna think this is ridiculous but i start whispering to myself to help block out intrusive thoughts, but it just gets fucking worse and worse and even worser. I can't stop myself from saying bad stuff about other people, i really really try. I hate myself so much i can't wait until i die and have peace so i don't have to worry about hurting anyone else mentally. I'm also getting weird looks when people are around and that just scares the shit out of me even more and people starting not to like me, i mean everyone my friends turning away from my family and everyone. I really don't want them to drug me with this fucking anti-depression pill. Also everywhere i go im to fucking shy to say i have a medical condition with severe social anxiety, so people start avoiding me and i mean almost everyone.


Does anyone else feel like they have been rejected from this world?

 

[KillingPain267]

Yes, all my life since I was 14 I felt like I don't fit in anywhere. Only the grave and it's worms will accept me.