literallynoone
despite everything, i'm still here
- Jul 21, 2026
- 20
I've had this realization recently that I used to feel kinda envious of other people's happiness but that's gone for the most part. I was talking to a friend the other day. He went back to university after a year of hiatus and was really tired but not because of classes but all the extra stuff he was doing like projects, board game nights, etc. I think a year ago I would feel envious but now I just felt happy for him he's having fun even as I am about to flunk out of a university I hate and a degree I'm indifferent to and really can't bring myself to live anymore. Anyone else feel similar?